A mother's touch and a father's love (Under Construction)

Getting my babies back

Izaya pov

I was running my hand through my hair as I was frankly searching up criminals and organizations that have it out for us.

Let's just say that there is to fucking many to count. I started to panic when I start thinking about my sons and what could those bastards possibly could be doing to them right now.

I felt a tap at my shoulder. I look up and seeing Shizuo looking at me with an emotion I can't quite place.

"Izaya get some sleep." He said

"No, not when my babies are out there."I said and turn around to my computer and continuing my search.

" I know your worried I am too but you can't keep doing this to your self , you have bags under your eyes, you don't sleep or eat and your skin paler then normal-"he said then pause. " please just rest that's I'm asking for you , I do wang my children to have both parents in their lives." He said with a pain face

I looked at him but turn back to my computer. I'm not sleeping when anytime I sleep and not search for them they can be brutality tortured or ....dead.

All of a sudden the chair turned around and I was facing Shizuo. I got picked up sudden so I wrapped my arms around his neck so I wouldn't fall.

I was then dropped on the bed and I looked at Shizuo who was taking his clothes off.

I started to remember that night 5 years ago and started to panic.

Shizuo pulled me into his arms and drew soothing circles on my back.

"Shh I'm not gonna do anything to you just sleep."he said

My eyes started to drop as his warmth and soothing rubs on my back started to relax me.

"I hate you." Was the last thing I said before falling asleep.

But not before I heard a "I love you too."

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Shizuo pov

I woke up to sun hitting my face. I groaned and tried to get up when I felt someone next to me.

I looked down to see Izaya peaceful face. I took the time to exactly look at him.

Izaya is beautiful. His hair falling on his creamy face as his pink full lips was parted slightly and his cute nose scrunch up every once in a while.

I want him, I want him to be in my life. I never truly hated Izaya it's just he be pushing the wrong buttons.

I want him as a mother to my children, as a other half of me , as a wife.

I leaned down and butterfly kiss his face. He scrunch up his nose and I just chuckled.

He opened his eyes then look at me. " love I need you to remove your arm so I can get dress for work." I said

His face then sadden. "I know your worried about the kids as much as I am and I'm searching as well but I need to go to work." I said

He looks at me with a blank face. I sighed ," I need the money more than ever now that I have a family to support." I said smiling