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I woke up to a song being played on a piano. I opened my eyes, to see Jin playing the piano in the corner of the room. He messed up a chord and slammed his fingers on the keyboard in frustration. I stood up and sat next to him at the piano.

"Do you play?" He asked.

"A little." 

"Wanna read this with me?" He said, pointing to a piece of music. The title read, Morning Light. I nodded, and started to play. It was a little rough; it had been a while since I last played, but I got through the piece.

"That's great Namjoon." Jin said, clapping. I smiled. I heard my phone buzzing. I already knew who it was.

Getting up, I walked over to answer my phone.

"What's going on Yoongi?" I asked.

"Jimin asked me out." He said.

"He did what?" 

*-*-*-*-*-*

I found myself at Yoongi's place, sitting with him on the couch. I brought Jin with me because I didn't want to leave him alone at the current state.

"So... you two are dating?" I asked.

"Yep!" Jimin said, excitedly. He wore a smile so bright, I'd never seen him so genuinely happy.

 "What about you?" Yoongi asked, from next to Jimin.

"What...?" I stared at him.

"You and Jin, obviously. I thought you two would be dating by now," He said. Jin looked at me, confused.

"HAIDONTKNOWWHATYOURETALKINGABOUTWHATIDONTWANTTOGETTOGETHERWITHJINHAHNOPE" I panicked (at the disco).

"Joonie are you okay?" Jin asked me.

"HUH YEAH IM FINE LMAO" I said.

"Ooookay." He said.

*-*-*-*-*-*

"That was a horrible save Namjoon." Yoongi said to me. It was close to the middle of the night, and Jin had already fallen asleep.

"But it was a save." I replied. Yoongi just rolled his eyes. Jimin walked out of the kitchen with a few cups of hot chocolate and cookies. He gave each of us a mug and set the cookies down in the middle. 

I started talking about hanging out with Jin the past few days and how hard it is to care for him, (HE DOESN'T LET ME DO SHIT THAT I NEED TO DO) when we heard a loud boom in the distance.

"What was that?" Yoongi wondered aloud. My eyes widened and I set my mug down and ran out.

"I'll be right back!" I called to the others. I ran out to the house, or where it used to be. I saw a person smiling to himself at the destruction of the house. My mind went numb, but I felt myself run over and punch the guy. Several people tried to get me off, but I heard a familiar voice behind me. I turned around to see Jin. I couldn't feel anything, and I felt myself go limp and then everything went black.

"Aw. He calls you Joonie. How cute."

Who are you?

"I'm you, but stronger."

Shut up.

"I like talking to you Joonie."

Go away.

"Aw, he wants us to leave."

"Too bad we'll never leave."

"We're apart of you Namjoon."

"We always have been."

"And guess what?"

"We always will be."

"For now and Forever"

The voices giggled. They swirled around in my head. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I found myself running. Running. Running. From what? They still were there. They got louder. And then louder. I couldn't take it. I found myself with a choice. 

"Do it Joonie."

"You know nobody loves you."

"And you even though maybe Jin would."

"NOPE!"

They continued to giggle. I saw the only other option. I took it. I felt my body start to shut down. It felt as if all my bones broke at once, then my heart stopped. 

Jin's PoV

"Where is he?"

"Is his heart beating?"

"Is he breathing?" 

"Is he going to make it?"

The questions swirled in my head. I sat next to his bed. His heart monitor started speeding up. Doctors rushed into the room, and nurses swirled around. I felt myself panic, but then heard the heart monitor flat-line. The doctors yell clear, and tried to get his heart beating again. I felt myself breaking apart. I couldn't take this. I turned away so I didn't have to face him. I can't do this. I can't do this. I can't...

Beep. Beep. Beep.

The heart monitor started again. I whirled around to see his face flush with color again. I wiped the tears away, and the doctors seemed surprised. They started to work on him, trying to make sure everything was alright. 

"Everything's... fine." They said. He turned over, snoring softly. Tears fell down my cheeks. I was ushered out of the room to let him rest. 

Two days later...

"Joonie! Oh my gosh thank God you're still alive."

"What happened?" Namjoon rolled over to face me.

"You flat-lined."

"I did what??"

Namjoon's PoV

Thoughts were whirling around in my head. I remembered only select things. 

"You flat-lined." Jin told me.

"I did what??" I asked.

"You're heart stopped beating... I thought I'd lost you..." Jin replied, tears rolling down his cheeks. I reached my hand up, drying the tears off. He held my hand, his gaze loving. 

I'm glad I didn't die.

I'm happy to be alive. 

A warm feeling spread throughout my body, it was confusing, something I'd never felt before. 

Well, not entirely.

I was taken aback to a few years ago. When I first saw that beautiful, pink haired boy dancing on the screen in front of me. 

I knew what this was.

It was happiness.

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AGAIN NOT 1000 WORDS BUT HEY I TRIED 

+ I DONT WANT TO HURT YOU ANYMORE :)

KTHXBYE

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