SILENCE

For her

You know in everyone's life there is a point where something happens which changes their life for ever, either in a good way or bad it happend in my life too. People just assume that i am the most luckiest girl alive that i have everything a girl asks for my life is the best one. But they never seem to see the pain i hide behind my beautiful smile. The last birthday of mine turned my life completely upside down never in my dreams i had thought that the ones whom i have cared and loved all my life  betrayed me in the most worst way. 'Never belive anyone, never let your guard down, never let anyone use you, you are an oberoy and oberoys never bow to anyone' is what my eldest brother always says to me.

My recovery from that fateful day is a miracle everyone were shell shocked from my recovery even i could not believe that i survived. 'Avi what are thinking so hard' Toms worried voice brought me out of my trains of thoughts. 'Nothing Tom just feeling a little light head' i just answered in the sweetest voice i could muster. But i wonk damn well he not even 0.5% believed me and finally after staring me for what like eternity but which was only few minutes he finally signs and says 'If you say so but please tell me if you feel stressed ok' 'ok sure' i just smiled at him and he finally takes his leave after murmuring that he will check on with the pilot and the other staffs.  

I know that i could tell him what i have been feeling and overbearing what i am being going through but i know i cant it will only complicate things. I have finally come this far and i could not make any mistakes that could cost me the most. I cannot just go through those overbearing family dramas and those  therapy sessions again. I Know that i am not mentally disable but for the other people  it is madness. And i am not at all interested in just telling people of what i am seeing and experiencing to get labelled as MAD, i very well know there are hundred of peoples who are just waiting to label me so and throw me into an asylum. People are just thinking the worst of me but whom could i blame when i am the one who gave them the reason to make assumption about me with how i behaved when i woke from coma. I cringe at the memory of that but it is not the reason why i am in this private jet of our family flying to newyork .

No one will believe me if i say that i am getting fragments of memory of a dead girl whose heart is currently beating in me. I know too well that she did not die in a freaking accident I KNOW that she was killed mercilessly by the ones she cared and loved. She was also betrayed by the same type of people who also betrayed me. How i know this cause this is the damn thing i saw the first night i woke from my coma. And i know i cannot keep this truth with me i will fight till my last breath to get her justice. I will do this FOR HER cause she and i are the same and it is because of her i am alive today.   

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-Nayana