Rants and Stuff...

Quiet?

So obviously when anyone meets me their first impression of me is that I'm quiet, and even though you might have spent a lot of time with me, for example as a classmate, you might still think I'm quiet.

But once you truly get to know me, I'm not that shy or quiet as you might think, I could actually be crazy and do quirky things with you and start screaming and maybe even talk to you for hours non-stop(okay maybe not for that long but you get what I mean).

As an introvert myself why I don't speak much to others is because I can't think of a topic to talk about, or it's because I'm not really sure if I should be cautious as to what I can and cannot share with others, taking care to not hurt others' feelings. Oh and also I'm afraid of getting judged based on what I say.. like I'm REALLY AFRAID of that😫

I guess one of the ways to get me to open up to you is for you to accept me as an introvert, don't force me to talk more, start the conversation with me, don't make me feel left out and also accept the mutual silence that we occasionally have amongst each other. This may seem really self centered but yeah..😅

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Also because I'm quiet I can't make close friends easily, whenever I say something interesting my classmates wouldn't give a shit, well.. because they think I'm uninteresting I guess🙃(bless me I'm gonna be with them for the next 3 years)