I walked into the building expecting to have to wait to see her again, but no she was walking to her office. Gracie hurried past me without speaking. "Neshia"! She turned around but she looked pissed. "How can I help you," she said. I looked at her with overlasciviousness. Why was her sexy ass so mad? I honestly wanted to know.... I grabbed her by her neck and kissed her like it was the last time I'd see her. I couldn't believe what I just did. She looked a little shocked. I didn't know what to do, so I just turned around and walked away.
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As I sat in the lobby I couldn't but help think to myself that I missed Neshia. I quickly snapped out of my daydreaming when I heard her talking to Gracie. They'd been tight since nursing school hell I keep tabs on the girl she was the love of my life. I stood up and faced the door the look of pure hate crossed her face, so I know she saw me."What the hell are you doing here", she said a little to loud. "Is that anyway to talk to your future Pooh" "Trois what do you want?" "I'll see you in your office babe!" She rolled her eyes and turned to Gracie. "Tell everyone that the staff meeting is canceled" "Ok", Gracie said and hurried off. I walked to her office it took me a minute to find it but I did. I sat in a chair in front of her desk and went into deep thought .... *** Why you been acting so distracted lately ?? I bet its that little bitch of yours huh. Either get focused or I'll help you get there.** I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the door. What the hell took her so long to get here I know she didn't get lost this is her office. Her body said that she really didn't want to be here, but her eyes spoke a different truth. I sighed not really knowing what to say. "Look I know I'm the last person you want to talk to ,but I really need you to hear this I ......." I paused not knowing if I wanted to do this anymore but, finally I spoke with tears dwelling in my eyes. "I love you always have and will. Your my light at the end of a dark tunnel. I know I left you ,but there was so much shit going on with us. You lost my baby all because of me and I'm sorry. I know I hurt you something mean, but I love you. I want to make it right. Please go out on a date with me let me show you the man you know I am." I don't know what took over me, but she looked so sexy. I missed her soooo much. I grabbed her and slammed her on the desk and started to kiss her like it as the first time. She looked like she wanted to rip my clothes off, but that quickly changed. She pushed him me off of her furiously and started to yell at me.. "What the fuck is your problem T-Boy !?!" I looked at her shocked. I've never seen her pissed off .... mad, but never pissed off. She looked at me like she had something to say ..... "Every time you come back in my life you just hurt me again. Well not this time you got me fucked up. Yeah I love you, but that doesn't give you the right to stomp on my heart at your expense. I gave you everything and asked for nothing. You chose drugs over me not the other way around. I loved you with all my heart and that wasn't enough for you. I could never be with you again unless I know for a fact you'll quit pushing coke but you'll never quit it's the family way huh. Well I have a family way too. We have a daughter. Her name is Kenzie. She's five and I refuse to let you break her heart like you did mines." I looked at him with furrowed brows and tear streaked cheeks what was this man thinking. I had a lot to say, but no words would come out. My heart hurt. I knew of the kid, but I didn't know she was mine. My brother lied to me. My own flesh and blood. I just walked out I needed to breath. I knew I was coming back just didn't know when.......
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I told everyone that the staff meeting was canceled. I saw Trois storming out the building. What the hell was wrong with my cousin. He's one tough cookie. He taught me everything I know I wouldn't be who I am today without him. I bet Ne-Ne know what was wrong with him. *Knock Knock* She took her time answering the door. I could tell she'd been crying, but said nothing. "Netflix and Boudreaux's" She simply nodded and off we were......
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