“Heaven wake up sweetheart.” My mentor called out. “But I don’t want to.” I groggily said. “Oh come on and get dressed I have something very important to tell you. “
I lazily got up and dressed up as what my mentor told me. I started to reflect on how good she has been to me over the past few months.
Flashback
“No I will not eat anything you guys give me! “ I screamed as the nurses tried to make me eat. I didn’t want to be in here, so they were going to have to put up with a fight from me.
I remember glancing at this middle aged mixed nurse walking into the room where I was yelling and carrying on. She told all the nurses that were trying to seduce me to exit the room. I silently cheered that those people were going to leave me alone.
“Hello darling. Now what’s your name?” she kindly asked me. “Heaven.” I bluntly replied trying to look uninterested in her. I guess my efforts weren’t enough. She whispered into my ear “If you show these people that you’re weak, they will treat you like your weak. They will stomp all over you and treat you like you aren’t human. Always remember that the weak get eliminated and the strong survive.”
Her name was Mama Podocshik. She was my best friend, mentor, the reason why I’m alive but most important the mother I never had
Mama must have seen me crying because she came over to me and asked why I was crying. “It’s just that we have so many good memories together and you’re really important to me. I would never want to see you go. “I lowly said.
“Ummm … that’s what I’ve been meaning to talk to you about. “ she dryly stated . “Today is my last day working here, I’ve decided to retire. I’m getting really old for this job. “
It took me a long time to process everything that was being said. The person who has been by my side since day one was leaving me. This always happens to me, I love someone then they just leave me without any care in the world.
“ Ok I don’t care just go . “ I yelled. “Heaven! Let me explain my self! “ she regretfully stated . “ No you have nothing to explain for “
With that she walked out of my room her head down in disbelief. I plopped down into my bed and began hysterically crying in my pillow. Then the most hated girl walks in and makes a sly ass comment.
Her name was Amber. Everyone here hated her. She has Narcissistic Personality Disorder. This means that she craves admiration and when she doesn’t get it she goes ballistic. We heard once that she killed her own brother for not telling her she was pretty . Everyone in here is afraid of her and try their best to avoid her. Not me. I may be “crazy “ but I can still beat a bitches ass .
“Awe looks like the skinny bitches little old friend left. “ She rudely exclaimed. I was trying my very best to not say anything to her or things will go crazy.
“Look the big bad baby is crying . You’re so illiterate. “she commented . I had enough with her bullshit she gon learn today.
“Listen conceited ass bitch , I don’t have time for your irrelevant ass . Just leave me the fuck alone . “ I calmly said . “ And what if I don’t ? “ she challenged me .
I had enough. I took her by her head and swung her across the room. I lifted her my her shirt and punched her repeatedly until I saw blood come out her nose. I wasn’t done yet. As soon as I was about to kick her in her face a male nurse walked in and pulled me off of her and dragged me out of the room.
