Behind Your Eyes

Prologue

Prologue:

My heart beats fast as i step on stage. I keep my head down as i grab the mic. I look up for a split second and see him staring at me... Waiting. I take a deep breath and close my eyes.

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so very special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I really don't belong here.
What am i doing?

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control

I lift up my hands and trace the outline of my figure...

I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I flutter my eyes open.

And I want you to notice

I close them and smile sweetly.

When I'm not around
You're so very special
Yeah, I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here, oh, oh

She's running, well she's running out again

I can feel the pain leaking from my eyes.

I said she's running out
She's run run run run, ohh
When I said, I said she's run
I said she's....

I tilt my head to the side and sang sweetly.

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
Yeah, I wish I was special

I look down.

But I'm a creep, ooh I said it, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong

I look directly at him and don't look away.

I'm a creep, I'm, I'm a weirdo, ohh
What the hell am I doing here? oh yeah....
I don't belong here ooh
I don't belong here

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I run my shaking hands through my dark brown hair. I breath hitches as i try to catch my breath. I didn't know he'd be here to hear me sing. I never wanted him to know I sang.

I never wanted to bump into him again.

Why can't the person you're trying to escape seem like they find you without even trying?