I'm sorry
I went through this depressed phase for like 2 weeks
I thought people didn't like hanging out with me (I still do)
It all started when my friend Caden just stopped talking to me
it's not often that he responds
so I just completely stopped
every now and then I send him memes and he responds with the casual crying of laughter emoji
but that's how it started
that was like 4 months ago
ever since then I just had this feeling that people didn't like hanging out with me
that I was too wild
I'm homeschooled so I stay at home a lot and don't get to see friends every day
so when it with friends I'm excited to see them
and so I get a little wild
IDK how to explain it
But then I realize
people actually bought me stuff for my birthday
people actually came
and people actually like me
I feel at home when I'm at drama
but I think I'm kinda out of the phase
but I'm still in it
its weird and I don't know how to explain it
