Thinking Thoughts Through

Hurt

Have you ever had your mind devastated ...at the thought that how someone thinks about you...?

Why do they think that they know....
know the feeling that i feel?

Just cause they think they went through that time too....they have suffered much like I felt.....that doesn't mean that they have experienced it the same way or the same amount or the same type....

How were they feeling at that time ??

Comparing. ....Shaming .....Bullying....
These thing arent that hard to dea with......i think there are much much worse things that can happen......that will make the suffering unbearable for you......

I kept asking the reason .....why....
But then the only thing that came to mind was ......''Why are you like this...?''

Words....are more painful they say...more painful than anything physical.

They said things that never crossed my mind, that i never even thought of....even those harsh words blurred out ....the only thought that was killing me....
''This is what you think of me...??''

''This .....this is how well you know me..??''

''I'd rather have someone decimating me that i don't know ......than hearing these word from you ...''

Dont they know how bad it feels to be misjudged, being lost in one second.

What should i do...deal with it ?....shut up....do nothing...?

                    ''It really hurts...''