Title: Complicated
Author: AshleyMistMalichi
Feedback: This was my first EVER FANfic...SO, tear me a new one! *PM it, good/bad, & ugly, Bring it!*
Characters: Spike, memories of him and Xander, and how they met, then, Dawn, and now Buffy? ^^
Pairing: S/X SPANDER! Yeah baby!
Ratings: um, how's bout we start out a nice little R, for language; and add some NC-17 *for some oral pleasures in this Chapter* ^^
Spoilers: BTVS Season's 1-7
Disclaimer: I own nothing...just a computer and a burning desire to write slash. All hail that which is the amazing mind of Joss, and those Childer of his... Mutant Enemy Inc. for whom without, we would have nothing to write about in this fun Vampire/slashy world. *We are but his minions*
Summary: See CHAPTER 1
Dedication: To Trouble-Chan, thank you for your insight pertaining to whatever it is I write; and your wicked humor too. I appreciate you and your friendship SO much, so this Chapter, I dedicate, to you, too. ^^
And other Dedications: To jameschick; and I was your biggest fan, and you, my 'push' to even try. Thank you my friend, where ever you may be, I hope it is happy. ^^
Warnings: May contain the following: certain 'Pet' words, oops, that's one of 'em! Also *gasp* XANDER is SIXTEEN when he and Spike meet, and this equals lots o' slashy goodness...um AND angsty goodness...And 'curse' words, (oh and possible Spells, Songs and Videos too, lol)
A/N: MAJOR SEASON's 1-7 SPOILERS AHEAD IN THIS CHAPTER, MIXED with FANON!
NEW A/N and warning! 'COMPLICATED is a Male Male BTVS SLASH Fiction story about Spander, which is ONLY SPIKE & XANDER. IN this Chapter, there WILL be 'SPANDER' and naughty sexy fun ahead. ^^ You're Welcome...
KEY: * means* Spike's thoughts...
~means~ 'Wil' William, Spike's soul...
^means^ Spike's Demon...
+ means+ Dawn's thoughts...
{ means} Xander's thoughts...
# Song (s) By: Bread...Everything I Own...Sweet Surrender...#
..........Still in Xander's Apartment.............
And, as the next song began, Xander could feel his chest tightening, his bruised heart throbbing, and, he knew, the 'damn' had finally broken inside his hardened heart after all of those years.
'So many crazy, Spike-filled years'...
He could feel the icy-hot burn crawling up his throat from his heart and tingling in his nose as tears of remorse started to well.
Why had he wasted all of that time alone, or allowed himself to inter into useless relationships with girls who didn't even care about him, nor did he really love or care about them.
Oh, who was he kidding?!
He knew EXACTLY 'what was the what.'
The only problem was, and had always been was this.
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COMPLICATED Chapters 9-15
FanfictionSo, Spike's *guest* is turning out to be more trouble than he had bargained for; and Xander is PISSED. Or is it something else? Something he has been hiding for a loooong long time now? And, what had CLEM been thinking anyway? Hell, what had HE...
