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Sunday, April 3

Dear Diary,

Today I woke up, unfortunately. Didn't wanna write much about Bokuto-San today, as it's quite embarrassing to think of how I actually believed him. My point being, I have to see him tomorrow. It would be so wonderful to stay home instead of seeing him after what happened, but that's wishful thinking. I couldn't abandon my responsibility as Vice Captain for my own personal gain. Truthfully, it doesn't matter what he was thinking when he sent those texts to me, I just don't know how to deal with this ache in my chest when I see his face tomorrow. Not only was he the first guy I've had a crush on, he was my best friend. My best friend who now knows I'm gay. Does he even like men? Will he hate me for liking them myself? He might. I'm not sure I want to know.

-Akaashi Keiji

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