A dreamer

Chapter one: regret

My parents always said that bad girls are hated by society and reject by people and have no friends ... so i was a good one.
3 years ago when I was 14 i discovered that b*tches are the most popular girls and the ones with the most friends. How did i know ? Well because i am one well at least that's what people think... How that ? Well i made of myself one... but now that i am in love with that guy who looks at me with disgust because of a lie made me regret what i did, regret lying and hate my uncontrolled imagination... now that i am 17 soon 18 i understand that being popular isn't a good thing specially when you're called a sl*t .

It's Monday i wake up check my phone to see Regina's name on my lock screen
Regina: morning sweetie please pass and take me with you my parents didn't came back last night and i am not in the mood to walk
Me : be there in 30 mints
I know that i am only 17 and i have no driving license but who gives a shit , school not far from home and there's no police on the road to , i know how to drive and my parents are on a second honey moon celebrating there 20 years anniversary so why not taking my moms car .
At school we are not allowed to wear shorts or skirts only pants and long dresses or skirts showing skin is not allowed, me i don't break the rules but i have my touch and that's what makes me special and make me even more famous at school ... today i wore a black t-shirt with a big banana on it, skinny jeans and white and black converse.
Love my outfit !
Anyway i take my back pack my phone and keys . I pass to Regina who's wearing a black dress jean jacket and vans and her usual choker, i don't really like chokers it makes me feel like a cat + i can't breath with it around my neck . The whole ride Regina was talking about how much she hates her parents and how her boyfriend is annoying but she loves him and i was in my world imagining myself un my bed watching Netflix
I park the car few meters away from students door and we get there walking.
By the door we find jack , Regina's boyfriend
with a guy i never saw before. Jack is a final student for the second time it means that he's 2 years older than us and they love each other since Regina was at the 9 grade 3years ago.
The man next to him is a hot mess, his dark hair olive green eyes and these jaw lines ...
i open my eyes to find myself in a in a big room wearing a red fancy dress . I feel a hand on my hips i turn to see jack's friend looking at me with a fabulous smile... he grabs my wrist and a music play it's bach my favorite, we dance we move i am feeling every note ...
" Casty youuuhou ... OMG you are dreaming again ? " i hear Regina saying
I look at her with wild open eyes. I hate when it happens. jack, his hot friend walk us to our first class and it's math there we find the twins Josh and Joshua ... they are my best friends but still need Marie to be a "the squad". The five of us are hated by the administration and probably most of the students and we don't even know why ! ... Regina says that we are more beautiful than them but i say because she acts so mean and she's nosy ...
At this moment Mark walk in i jump from my sit and walk to his
" hey mark " i whisper
" hi " he didn't even looked at me
" are you coming to Sofia's party ?" I asked moving my head so he can look at me but no he doesn't
" these kind of parties are made for people like you not me "
" so you're not coming ? Because i would love that we go together "He shakes his head ! I am surprised usually everyone loves Sofia's parties and die to go with ME . I open my mouth to talk when the teacher walks in so i go back to my seat next to Joshua thr best guy i know and as fast as i put my ass on the chair he start the usual conversation
" girl you still want Mark i don't know what are you seeing in him he's a Chinese! "
" he's not a Chinese" said defensing my prince without looking to Joshua " he's Korean there's a difference "
" whatever . You can have any i really mean ANY guy in this fu*cking school and if he's not seeing how beautiful you are so either he's blind or gay ! Stop chasing him he's not worth it "
" but i want HIM Joshua i do and he hates me for something i didn't do and it makes me hate myself " i feel the tears in my eyes Joshua shakes his head and start doing the exercise written on the board while i look at Mark from the corner of my eye then close them.
I see myself standing in a garden, naked , my eyes find Mark standing with a red rose in his hands i walk to him he looks at me then gives me a sweet soft kiss i feel the butterflies when our lips smashed together still kissing while his fingers are drawing circles on my shoulder, i put my hands in his hair and pull him closer to me the moment when he pushed me away i looked so scared and he laugh then says " i would never love a sl*t " my eyes are full of tears.
The bell wakes me up i look at Joshua who's already at the classroom's door waiting for me. while his brother is on the phone Regina is gone and there's no signal from Marie.
I walk to Joshua who gives me a smile then we start talking about the party this Saturday and that we need to buy some new clothes while walking to our next class 2h french i love my teacher she has the accent and she's so beautiful and smiley .... i take a look at my phone and find a text from Regina
Regina: hey the french teacher is absent so jack and his friend will take us to Marie's house grab your ass we will be waiting for you and Joshua at the parking
Didn't bother to reply i just told Joshua and walked there where we find them chatting and suddenly they all went silent when they saw us "weird " anyway ..." why so fast Casty you could walk slower!" Regina says,i just open my mouth to defend but Joshua was faster " bitch we didn't saw your text aaaand my royal feet can not walk fast"
"Yeah right anyway since Josh is bringing his new girl " regina looks at the girl and gave her the meanest smile i ever saw " one of you is going with Adam we all look at the unknown guy sitting on a black mat BMW I8 if the owner of the car sees him he will kick the f*ck out of him ... i look back at my friends and they are all looking at me and i am not comfortable to the way they are doing it " No way i am going with him and who knows maybe he's a psycho ! Or worst " i whisper but even though he heard me " i won't accept a rude ass bitch like you in my car neither" he says i don't bother to answer but i say " why not Joshua ?"
" heeell no girl i won't be in the car with him and miss the drama is gonna happen here " he says looking at Regina then the new girl roll my eyes grab my bag and walk to the named Adam " where's the damn car ?" He smiles than says " take it easy babe it's gonna be " damn the English accent  " just don't call me babe !" I whisper
" whatever " he says as he opens the I8 door's so it's HIS car i can't believe it he must be a millionaire .so we get in the car and here we go

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Hi people
I know that i should write something at the end of every chapter but since i am new at writing i am usually a reader so all i'm gonna say is plz forgive me if it isn't that good or if it's boring or if it's full of mistakes but i hope you enjoy it 😍
Ps: the girl in the pic is regina