hey holla
i just wanna share somethin here
shrug shrug
rant maybe idk
you guys know that i've been going to school for 2 days now right?
can you imagine how it feels like to forget 2 months worth of study?
MATH CHEMISTRY ETC
god i feel stupid.
i feel so pressuredt and attackedt in class. lmao idkw i put t there nvm.
the teachers have been throwing questions at me and how would you feel not being able to answer them.
the embarrassment is-
;-;
everyone, as in my classmates, asked me whether i remember them.
they told me what happened in feb and questioned whether i recall them.
like dude, i'm tired of this.
i lost my memory.
ofc i forgot, ffs.
i received many texts from them asking about how it feels like to be amnesia.
my memories left, my head, my brain, my neuron cells, etc
duh since when they care.
well i'm grateful they care but they asked repeated questions.
i'm shook.
plus annoyed.
anyway, i made up my mind.
since i'm way too behind in study,
(GOD WHY)
i will try to study hard now.
you might won't talk to me in days or you might see me on at like, 3 am maybe idk.
i'm not normal now.
ugh i need to pass my exam and graduate and go to university and get a job and-
well i need to study first.
GOD WHY
okay so that is it.
the end.
