so.. hey fellas
i'm josh, min's friend.
some of you guys might know me and some might don't.
well i know few of you..
well that is not the point,
obviously.
so before i keep going, i just need to give you a head warning that i'll be cursing a lot and i'm not sorry for that.
so here's the thing,
min is fucking unconscious.
for two days already.
for fuck sake.
i honestly don't know if i can tell this to whoever would be reading this shit BUT
when he gave me the password to his wattpad account which was last week, he told me to do what i should do if anything happened to him and i have no fucking idea what is that but i supposed this is it.
if it's not then,
like i give a damn.
so he had been going on and on for weeks how he felt uneasy and kept having this lingering heavy feelings all over and ofc, i told him everything would be okay. because it should be okay.
he even gave me a fucking long teary speech, telling how much he loved me etc (i'll skip the details)
like he would be going far away.
i told him off, saying things like how emotional he was, not taking his shit seriously.
and fuck,
things just happened.
he was going down a long stairs, a slippery one at that. me being me told him to fucking stop using his phone.
and yes, that asshole didn't listen.
so he slip down the stairs, hitting his head on every fucking stairs before ultimately hit the wall at the end of the stair.
the wall has this frame to put a vase of flower inside and i think that dickhead hit the fucking concrete wall so fucking hard that..
the medium vase fell on his fucking head, knocking him hard and before i can even fucking react, there's blood all around his head.
i may sound exaggerating but bro, this shit is real.
he might have injured his head so fucking bad that the doctor said something like falling into coma but bro,
let's call it a long sleep.
i ain't be saying he is in coma. i hate that. fucking serious. don't even try me. don't remind me his condition. i'm ready to kill someone.
there's more but all you guys should know is only that and that's the limit. just that.
so i guess he won't be on here for quite some times. i don't even know if i will ever be here again but i think i will. we'll see.
there are messages from you guys. don't worry i won't be reading them. idk, you guys can text him some courage words so when he wakes up, he can read those shits.
well up to you guys ofc. idc.
bro i'm legit crying and sighing at the same time while writing all of these.
so yeah, that is it. if anything then..
that would be a problem to think later.
please pray for his well being because he fucking cherish you guys. he shared things with me like how he gained a mother here which is absurb to me but he said he had a lot of fun talking with friends here and,
dude, these tears ain't stoppin.
i fucking hope he will sit on his bed, rub his eyes and tell me that he just had the weirdest dream.
well, i hope.
but god is cruel.
so shits ain't happenin.
okay that is it.
i write long enough.
bye.
