Diary of a normal girl

February 2014

Have you ever noticed that apologising to your mum is the hardest thing in the world.

After I fight you feel terrible and you want to die in a hole. Then you get angry and blame them, then you cry at how they ignore you and you think they hate you and finally you realise you were wrong. You think about how your going to apologise ever sentence even rehearse a little, but when you get there and look directly at them you realise that it doesn't matter what you going to say instead you fight back tears even though you thought you weren't going to cry and you continually are saying "Sorry, sorry, I was wrong you were right..." Because in the simplest form that's what happened. You fought because you were trying to prove something even though your wrong and when you apologise in person it slaps you in the face that simply you were wrong.