If you look into someone's eyes you can see the pain and suffering they have gone through or are going through.
And sometimes you try so hard to help that person and then months down the line when you need help they throw everything in your face and it fucking hurts knowing that you once helped said person in their time of need and all they did was throw everything in your face and say "Fuck you, you are nothing to me"
That is true pain and suffering right there, something that one can never get over and it fucking kills you from the inside out till you finally crack and break under the pressure.
