I'm a horrible person, I don't deserve anyone or anything. Tyler was right. I suck at relationships. BPD sucks. I suck.
I want to restart. I want my mom alive and my dad to not be In prison. I want to have my best friend back. I don't want to have to take pills every morning to numb myself. I don't want to take pills to sleep.
I also want to quit. I want it all to stop. Everything.
