Chapitre Une

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Notes: Bold italics is Anxiety singing
Underlined italics is Roman singing
Both is both voices

The songs are: (in order)
•An original song by myself specially written for this fanfiction called 'Be my Prince'
•'Set it all free' from the movie 'Sing'
•'Dear happy' by 'Dodie Clark'

TW: None

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Anxiety sat on the sofa, it was only 9AM but the others had already woken up and gone to assist Thomas, Anxiety had decided a day off would do his host and himself some good.

Under the sofa the young personality reached and pulled out his guitar, when alone Anxiety enjoyed to play it, never with others around. Singing was another activity he enjoyed in private; he did it more often than he played. Singing was easier to hide than the gentle melody of his only possession.

Quickly, Anxiety tuned his guitar and tested the sound; once he was satisfied he started playing a song he had written himself, it was one of many. Years ago, Anxiety had composed a song about his feelings for a certain- someone he knew. It wasn't often Anxiety wad totally alone so he decided now was the perfect time to play.

Why don't we get away for a while
Just me and you, me and you
Sure we might fight-
You hate me
And I hate you

But No I Don't

What I want- but I need- No, I can't what're these feelings
What I need- but I want- No, I can't you can't make me

What I wanna say
What I need to hide
What I cannot do
For you

Just another fight
I lay down and tell myself 
But my mind goes on whirling
Desire taking every other thought from me
Fire burning my soul

My thoughts are filled with you
Distractions endless when your face is in my mind
Feelings for you forever plauging my heart

What I wanna say
What I need to hide
What I cannot do
For you

Save me from my feelings
From myself
From you
Be my Prince

Anxiety sighed and carefully placed down his guitar beside him, he hadn't played openly like that for so long. It felt good, there was still no sign of the others so he decided to play another song he enjoyed; this one he hadn't written himself, but he felt a deep connection with the lyrics.

I followed my heart into the fire
Got burned, got broken down by desire
I tried, I tried but the smoke in my eyes
Left me blurry, blurry and blind

I picked all the pieces up off the ground
I've burned all my fingers but that's gone now
Got the glue in my hands and stickin' to the plan
Stickin' to the plan that says "I can"

Do anything at all
I can do anything at all

This is my kiss goodbye
You can stand alone and watch me fly
Cause nothing's keeping me down
Gonna let it all up
Come on and say right now, right now, right now

This is my big hello
Cause I'm here and never letting go
I can finally see, it's not just a dream
When you set it all free, all free, all free

You set it all free

I was a girl caught under your thumb
But my star's gonna shine brighter than your sun
And I will reach so high, shoot so far
Gonna hit, gonna hit, hit every target

It counts this time
I will make it count this time

This is my kiss goodbye
You can stand alone and watch me fly
Cause nothing's keeping me down
I'm gonna let it all up
Come on and say right now, right now, right now
This is my big hello
Cause I'm here and never letting go
I can finally see, it's not just a dream
When you set it all free, all free, all free

You set it all free [x3]

This is my kiss goodbye
You can stand alone and watch me fly
Cause nothing's keeping me down
I'm gonna let it all up
Come on and say right now, right now, right now

This is my big hello
Cause I'm here and never letting go
I can finally see, it's not just a dream
When you set it all free, all free, all free

You set it all free [x5]

Anxiety looked around he didn't see anyone, he decided one more song wouldn't hurt. A quick look at the viewing screen comfirmed his three 'companions' were still assisting their host. Moments passed as Anxiety thought about what to play, then he decided upon a song Thomas and Dodie had sung together.

I missed you dearly
Thought I was nearly
There forever, at last together

Is our time fleeting?
Is even meeting
A healthy idea, or am I getting too near?

The fact that this song was a duet hadnt crossed the dark personality's mind until a second voice joined in with his own as he choked back a sob resulting in a voice break; which caused Anxiety to miss the first word of the chorus.

Don't try to fight it
I'm *you're* here for tonight
And I'll be waiting for you
Until we meet again

I know it's scary
But don't be wary
If we don't have that long
Let's not waste it feeling wrong

This isn't the end
I'm your lifelong friend
Sure it's been a while
But I'll be here when you smile

So don't try to fight it
I'm *you're* here for tonight
And I'll be waiting for you
Until we meet again

Would you mind staying?
It's getting late, but I will visit you soon
So just try to get through

And don't try to fight it
I'm *you're* here for tonight
And I'll be waiting for you
Until we meet again
I'll be waiting for you
Until we meet again.

Anxiety hadn't realised just how emotional he was getting until the end of that first verse. After a minute of silently crying Anxiety felt a weight on the other end of the sofa.

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A/N: Hope you enjoyed this first chapter! A lot of work was put into it so that I could open this book well!

However, I don't know what to do with the song because I almost have the entire thing done with music (thanks to sipsmoretea ) but nowhere to post it. Any recommendations other than YouTube?

Thanks for reading!

Peace ✌ Love 💙 and adieu fair readers!

Word count: 1082

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