Blinded [COMPLETED]

Ch.26- Cancer

The truth has finally had the time to fly by! the time when her cancer shows off! I'm scared actually! have a quick phase! this is already a month and a half!

OMG I just uhh this chapter! songs!

Hundred- The Fray

Gotta Be You- One Direction

Thousand Miles- Vanessa Carlton

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Nicky's POV

One and a half months after Harry had proposed which means half a month before my ending yet two days before my wedding with Harry. I'm surprised the symptoms of my Cancer hadn't shown off yet and I'm glad it still didn't, I wouldn't want Harry to worry much and be stressed about it plus I'm too happy right now and I don't want anything on the way.

Wedding venue and Reception? check! by the beach as we picked! my gown? check! I cant see it but as Moira and Aunt Daisy who had gone out with me on buying it said it was perfect, Cake? check! a six layer half choco half vanilla flavored wedding cake, guest list? check! just a few people! One Direction, Harry's Family, My Family, My Friends -Anna and suprisingly Brandon- Harry's friends which were celebrity -Ed Sheeran, Oprah Winfrey and 5SOS- , Management, Lux and Lou are all on the list! My hair and make up? to be done by Lou as Harry Requested.

I was just chilling down by the lake where Harry and I had been inlove for the first time reminiscing the memoeies as Harry had promised to return with some cotton candy.

I still remember clearly that day how we both fell inlove, Niall and the lads had set us up and it worked briliantly, Id have to give massive thanks to Niall for this... he was really such a good friend!

More wedding details? Louis is the Best man while I chose Moira to be my Maid of Honor.... Everything is just perfect as of the moment.... well what I thought was perfect...

The same paini had had before is taking effect right now again exactly when Harry returns with two sticks of cotton candy in his hands... id have to hinde this!

Quicky covering my swelling stomach withmy arms, I just smiled to where I don't know and tried to act as if I don't feel anything and I think it worked for a second.

"Here babe, the candy" Harry hads me a stick on my hand as I smile and mouth thanks... I know talking wont help with the pain rightnow. Eating a bit of the sweet cloud like candy, the cramps just got worse and I dropped it as I crouched further Harry pattingmy back

"Harry I-" I wanted to break it out but I don't want to... I don't want him to be sad for our wedding.

"Babe what's wrong?" he asks me his voice full or concern as I was certain that I started to cry

"Harry please listen closely" I say as he takes my small hands into his large ones as I sigh continuing my story "Do you know why I gave you my eyes?" I ask as there was silence so I just sighed and continued "I love you so much... I knew that I atleast want to know that you can handle yourself when I'm gone.... forever" I admit as Harry gasps

"What do you mean Nicky?" Confusion had shot him

"I was diagnosed with Cancer a month and a half ago and I only have half a month to go or two weeks" I say as he hugs me tight

"Why didn't you tell me?" he asks as I just nuzzle closer to him and sobbed

"I don't want you to worry that much and for you to take pity on me" I say as he kissed my forehead

"I promise I wont pity you" he says with a sigh as I just smile at him

"Promise me that you'll make the best out of my last days" I say as he gives me a quick peck on my lips

"I would" he says as my wrists suddenly catched a tear which I knew was from him as he kissed my hand

"Harry please don't cry" I say tearing up myself

"I'm sorry I cant hold it in" He says as I hug him crying then his soft lips were suddenly placed on mine as I respond by kissing back.

This is the reasons I'm afraid to have cancer and meet my deep sleep... id never see Harry again nor feel his love for me.

"I promise to make the best of your last days" he said finally before the day ended with a sweet kiss

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Gawd I'm crying!!! tissue anyone please!?

-Bells