Lost Soul Sister...

Mistakes...

4 months had passed with 3 arguments that had occurred during that period of time.Ruksana and Tasnima refused to let these three obstacles get in their way and tear them apart. The bond between them was invincible and unbreakable...

After a month this wasn't the case for Tasnima she decided to make the biggest mistake and decision of her life she didn't realise it was a mistake after she made it but at that moment she assumed whatever she was about to do was going to be right for them both...

Tasnima thought constantly that "Why am I constantly making Ruksana suffer?" or sometimes she'd think that..."Ruksana is my best friend and I'm causing her to cry and suffer for no reason," and with these thoughts she assumed that it would be best to do her duty as a best friend to let go and set Ruksana free...

Tasnima came up with a plan...she wanted to make Ruksana hate her so that it was easy for Ruksana to move on and so she attempted! Every message she typed was dreadful, heartbreaking and just brought her to tears when she had to tap that send button...Ruksana never realised why Tasnima was doing this because Tasnima just wanted Ruksana to hate her and to move on...Tasnima had to call Ruksana names as bad as "Pathetic! Selfish! Arrogant!" This all started on Monday 16th January 2017 Tasnima sent a long paragraph portraying "false hate" towards Ruksana.

This confused Ruksana and she had no clue what to respond so she got angry and started throwing the nastiest swear words at Tasnima. Tasnima thought that her plan was working she thought that maybe this is the beginning of Ruksana developing hate for her but then Ruksana's friend randomly messaged Tasnima and she told Ruksana's friend the whole plan and it slipped her mind that her friend might go tell Ruksana everything and she did...

Ruksana found out but Tasnima still wanted her to hate her so she made her believe that it was for a selfish reason and Ruksana believed It. All these actions and extreme step Tasnima had to take just left her heart shattered like pieces of glass...

Tasnima had some bad news she wanted to tell Ruksana but she simply couldn't because her best friend loathed her and she felt she was freeing Ruksana from pain and she didn't realise she was causing her more pain...

End of Chapter 4