The Pain I Can't Heal

Goodbye

It was another set of weeks before the pair saw each other again, Wade's feelings never changed and Peter got random memories here and there. Once Peter saw Deadpool sitting on the ledge of a building he swung down next to him.
"Hey," Peter sat next to him, "I have a question."
"Go ahead," Wade dangled his legs kicking them in the air.
"Do you know a person named Wade?" Wade gulped, he looked at Peter who was staring at him.
"Um, could you describe him?" Maybe he doesn't mean him, he did know a different Wade.
"Sure," Peter smiled, "he is tall, and strong.  He has these beautiful scars all over him, no hair." Peter's smile just grew and grew. "I loved him."
"I don't," Peter frowned.
"Ok, I trust you." Peter thinking about it, "I wish I could just remember everything."
I wish you could remember everything too Wade thought. Peter sat there looking down, he looked as though he was going to fall. Wade feeling scared grabbed his arm and pulled him up to his chest. Peter looked up at him, even through his mask he was obviously confused. Damn you spider, Wade leaned in and kissed him. Their masks got in the way but Peter knew what was happening. Quickly, Wade pulled away.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that."
"It felt like you did." Peter looked at him with surprise, during that brief period of kissing he had the memory of Deadpool reaveling who he was. "Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why do I have these memories of you?" Peter removed his mask, revealing he was crying. "I know who you are, and I know that I love you....but for some reason I forgot, forgot the love I felt."
"Aw, Peter.." Peter wiped tears perpetually.
"I have so many good memories, so why?" Peter stared at Wade with his teary eyes. Wade sighed and removed his mask as well.
"I can't tell you, but I just can't be with you....for your safety."
Peter was becoming more and more upset. Peter got closer to him and looked at his scars, the scars that he thought were beautiful. "Okay.." he grabbed Wade's hand and hugged him, "goodbye." Peter quickly released him and shot his webs at nearby buildings. He left, swinging into the distance.
"Peter!" Wade stayed silent, "goodbye.."