She doesn't love me back.
But I showed how strong I was, how I could use my force.
But I showed her I trusted her, how I knew she could keep secrets.
But I showed her my acting skills, how I could pretend anything.
And still, she doesn't like me.
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You don't like how I had to force my tongue in your mouth. How I had to force your legs open.
You don't like how I told you I knew you would keep this moment secret.
You don't like how I can pretend like any of this ever happened. How I can go back to my normal life when I ruined yours.
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Random[i d e a s] Just some things I think about at 1 in the morning.