Betrayal & Broken✔ #Shivika

Broken

Hey pretty people I'm really overwhelmed by your love and Trust for Shivaay...

I never knew or thought in my dream that you all we support someone, who himself saying that he had betrayed her and planned everything, After hearing his confession anyone can have a second thought but,

You all are really connected with all the characters to the bottom of your heart and it's just... Made me emotional... ♥

Thank you so much for your love.

Anika's pov-

No...
No way!
This couldn't be the truth!!!
My shivaay couldn't do something like this with me!

But...

What he said,what was that???

Everything was Game,A plan!
& I felt Guilty,I was dying a thousand deaths every second!!!
That wasn't only my mistake,
He pushed me out of his life because I fell in love with him in real???
He hadn't any feelings for me???
How could he do something so cheap like this???

I broke all my thoughts,

And it was really enough for me to being his plan,his game.

I gathered all my courage and slapped him harshly on his face.

My eyes purely containing hurt,anger,rage.

He immediately placed his hand on his cheek on which I had slapped and I saw pain,hurt in his eyes.
Why???
Maybe I was again getting wrong his fake expressions,fake love!

I immediately stood up from my place as I didn't wanna break down so badly in front of him.
I was holding my tears,my pain from so long but I couldn't let him see my vulnerable side because of him.

Still I had a hope,
A last hope that-
"He will stop me....
He will hold my hand and say it wasn't truth...
That he loves me...
He had loved me...only me..."

But,

My all hopes crushed down as I turned back with the moist eyes to see him,Maybe for last time...or hold him for ever!

But the sit was empty.
He left...

Everything was truth.
He didn't care a little for me.
I should have hate him but I couldn't help myself in this.

You can pretend to become so strong,stony in front of world,
You can lie thousands time to others,
You can hide your feelings in the mask of smile or silence...
But...
You can't lie to yourself...
You can hide what you're feeling from your own self...
And that's the bitter truth...vulnerable side of every human...
Because you can't run away from your self,your heart,your feelings,your pain...

I broke down there and then.
Again I collapsed on the floor with continuous flow of the salty saline.
I had lost everything.

I had changed myself so much for him and I was nothing but a shit for him.

I really wanted to run away anywhere....far away from all this...from everything...from shivaay...

All the memories of my past,our past started flashing in front of my eyes.

Our first meeting,

Our friendship,

Our first date,

Our acceptance,

Our engagement,

Our marriage,

My betrayal,

His love,

His care,

My changing feelings,

My Love,

My care,

He left,

I left,

My pain,

My guilt,

I came back,

His taunts,

His sarcasm,

His rudeness,

His hater,

And now

His betrayal!!!

My life was nothing but a pure rollercoaster ride....
Whenever I thought now everything will become alright,something happened to pulled me back to the harsh reality of my life.

Now,

I really didn't wanna feel the feeling of "Love" because after all this I understood one thing clearly that,

"There wasn't anyone cheater,
But
It was a Love...

"LOVE was Betrayal"

Who cheated both of us in a different way..."

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Will Anika ever able to understand that maybe she's doing second mistake by doubting on him!

Will Shivaay ever able to understand that maybe he's doing second mistake by not trusting on her!

They love each other,

But.

They don't trust each other.

Without Trust Love is nothing, and maybe that is what lacking here.

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