Me just being me, with is being bi

Chapter 1 - BTW I'm a dude.

Beep. Beep. Beep. "ugh I DONT WANNA GET UP!" I yell. "not even for me?" someone asks. I look up "what the fuck man!?" I say, it was Noah, the guy I had a crush on, and he knew it too. that's also why whenever he gets a chance he teases me. but right now he was climbing though the window. fucking shirtless. again. "fuck." I mumble as I roll out of bed trying  not to let my feelings get the best of me. "Sooo, what do you wanna do today?" he says.  "First, get a shirt on." I say over the voice in my head that's yelling to tell him to keep it off. "Then, we are gonna get something to eat." I state while secretly drooling over his abs "sounds good." he replies getting one of my shirts out of my closet and putting it on. at the same time I'm drooling,but I stop to look at his face. hair that falls oh so very amazingly over his eyes, which were a very deep hazel, his perfect jawline and smile, and his back which was very muscular "don't lose yourself" I say in my head. "Hey, are you o.k.?" he asks waving his hand in my face "um...yeah. let's go" on the walk out of our subdivision I noticed he was wear my favorite shirt, but I didn't care "looking good dude!" I say as he flashes one of those award winning smiles. "I know." he states making me heat up