ZAYLENA?

CHAPTER 16: WHY DON'T WE MAKE IT REAL?

SELENA'S P.O.V:

OMG!! Zayn just kissed me. Wow!! it tasted exactly how I pictured it. Me and him finally kissed!! It's not an imagination anymore.

I am so happy!! Omg!!

The face expression Zayn gave me made me frown. Like I was a bird on cloud 9 and then I fell 6 six feet under. He just got shocked and walked away awkwardly in the car. I'm using every nerve in my body to stop myself from crying. I sniffed and walked in the car sitting on the drivers position.

I looked at Zayn but he didn't look back instead he was staring at his feet. I'm so angry at him right now!! how can he walk away when his the one who kissed me???!!

He was waiting for me to start on the engine and drive but instead I gritted my teeth, tapping on the steering wheel and asked him,

"Why did you kiss me??"

He tensed. And He finally looked at me and answered,

"Caught in the moment"

"So no feelings were there??.... Your free. It's not like your cheating on Perrie. Don't get tensed..... or maybe if you still love her" I whispered the last part. Gosh I can't believe I said that. But atleast I'm standing for my rights you know.

He smiled, "Honestly I did feel something. And no I don't think I even like Perrie after what she did to me" I smiled when he said that but something told me he was lying.

"Ok, that's what I wanted" I breathed out. Turned on the engine and drove home.

ZAYN'S P.O.V:

"Honestly, I did feel something. And no I don't think I even like Perrie after what she did to me"

I did feel something, like we were a bond but I also lied, I still have a feeling for Perrie.. Call me crazy but it was LOVE!! and I can't just move on like that.

Today went really fast. I'm now on the bed playing with my hair and staring at the ceiling. Just rewinding 'our' kiss today. It was smooth rather rough. All I can say it was amazing. Just how her lips fit perfectly inbetween mine.....

My thoughts we interupted by a sweet, yet scared female voice "Zayn, I had a bad dream.. Can I sl-sleep with you" she said uncomfortably.

I cleared my throat "Umm, yeah ofcourse"

I moved, tapping my hand on the free place mointoning her to come sleep here.

"thanks!! your the best" She sliped under the covers and reached out to give me a kiss on the cheek. I blushed abit, hope she didn't notice. Ofcourse she didn't notice dumbass, it's dark in here.

Ok now that I'm thinking of it. This is an intemiate position. Where me and Selena are sleeping on the same bed, same covers, no lights on. But she looked like she didn't mind so I also dropped it.

She came abit closer, ok now so close taking over my personal space. She hugged me, her nose nuzzled on my bare chest, her one hand on my neck pulling herself closer. ok she's is killing me, I got goosebumps all over me right now.

oh no she didn't!! she just placed her other hand on my upper thigh making me moan internally.

My body tensed but then relaxed. She had a bad dream for heaven's sake let her hold me.

Ok, now she tought it too far!! I jumped abit when she kept one of the legs ontop of mine.

NOW WE ARE FULL CUDDLING!!

OK I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS! Let me just listen to my heart and follow it.

"Selena??" I said softly.

"Yeah" She moved nuzzling her nose on my chest giving me goosebumps 'again'

"You know the rumours from our fans, Zaylena or Zelena??" I asked.

"Yeah" she said now looking at me

"Let's make it for real?" I asked with a worried expression.