CHAPTER 17: THIS IS IT!!

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Selena's P.O.V:

"Let's make it for real" Left Zayn's lips. Those are the words I was dreaming of. I felt so emotional that a tear fell from my eyes.

He narrowed his eyebrows and erase my tear with his thumb "hey, don't cry... It's not like I'm forcing you" he said softly.

"No" I said crying. "I mean yes!! ofcourse yes!!... I've always had a crush on you"

He leaned in for a kiss. I parted my lips and closed my eyes waiting untill his soft yet rough lips crashed onto mine leaving me to breath out heavily. Then ours lips stared moving from up to down. Suddenly, the air started to change. It got hotter and he stared kissing me by force. I tried kissing him back with the same force but then I failed letting him take over. He grabbed my hair and pulled it down and tapped his tongue on my lower lip. I opened it as he entered his tongue, claiming his territory. Our tongues rubbed together fastly and Zayn's other hand grabbed my ass. I moaned under my thoart. I dug my finger nails on his back and scracthed it downwards making him moan now. As long as I wanted this kiss to last but my stupid lungs needed air. So I pushed him away saying a soft "enough" as I was panting. Wow that was hot and he is such an amazing kisser. Can't believe I'm gonna kiss that lips whenever I wanted to.

I smiled to myself, "Goodnight Zayn, luv yah" I said 'luv yah' cause I didn't want it to sound serious. I don't wanna scare him away.

"Goodnight, Selena" He breathed out.

It hurt me that he didn't say luv yah too but I dropped it and went to sleep.

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I woke up in the morning smiling because of what happened yersterday. I turned on Zayn to side to only see his pillow. him not there.

I sat up quickly, "Zayn!!?"

I rushed to the bathroom and his not there, "Zayn!!" I shouted.

no reply. I searched everywhere in the house and his not there. He left me. He got scared of entering in another relationship!! omg, but I would never break his hurt!!.

I went outside to see if his car is there or not and his car is............ not there.

I fell to the ground. "Z-Zayn" I whispered/cried.

ZAYN'S P.O.V:

I know you guys must be wondering where have I gone. I'm heading back to my house. I have to see Perrie if I like it or not. I have to clear this mess up, and the important thing is I have to ask for divorce from Perrie.

I reached home. took a deep breath and came out of the car. I'm walking towards the door. Took out my keys and opened the door.

I found Perrie eating her favourite desert in the morning and she has blood-shot red eyes. She must have been crying.

I dropped the keys on the table and her head shot up looking at me, Her face turned into a worried one "Za-Zayn??"

She came rushing to me and hugged me. She cried on my chest. I missed her. I missed her alot but I have to remind myself what she did to me.

"Perrie" I said taking her off me to see her face. God she has been crying for a long time.

"No Zayn listen. I'm sorry, I really am, I never wanted that to happen and I'm regretting every part of it... I love Zayn.... I love you so much.. Please don't leave me.. please forgive me.. You have no idea how is 2 days was so hard for me" She cried holding my shirt.

"I just lost all my sense of pride!! I just wanted the the room to take me under cause if you leave me then I don't think I have the main purpose reason of living... I couldn't even smile without you cause I see there no point" She was a mess. Sobbing, sniffing, pale.

Omg what am I gonna do?

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