LOUIS P.O.V
Wow louis, wow. I caught myself staring at "him" again, but I told myself it was just because I hated him so much and I wanted to make him feel uncomfortable, get under his skin; but I wasn't quite sure why.
I knew I had strong feelings for him but I wasn't sure if they were good or bad. I know that no one cares, no one ever cares. At least that's what Ive been told. What "they" have told me my whole life.
I know I'm gay and I know that my feelings for him could be love but I know he'll never loves back cause no one ever does. I'm not worth it, I'm not worth anyone's time; like I said at least that's what I've been told.
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"Ring, Ring" "Ring, Ring"
That noise right there was something I dreaded even more than Harry Styles himself... It was the bell; the last bell of the day to be exact.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
At the end of the school day it was either go back home to where I haven't been I'm over a moth by now or to go back to the allyway where I have been staying. Sounds pathetic eh'? well a pathetic person deserves something as pathetic as that.
The thing is I only have 1 days left of food supply and well I know I'm bulimic but I do eat I just throw it up afterwords.
"Ring, Ring" " Ring, Ring"
Uhhhh
There it was again the school day was officially over.
I grabbed my stuff and rushed out of my classroom to get to the bathroom before the hallways stated getting crowded. I just can't stand it when there are too many people hustling around and being pushed; I flinch if someone touches me to fast or if something comes at me. You'll understand why soon though.
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Give me Love
RomancePrologue Louis Tomlinson was probably as broken as they come. He was bulimic so he did eat but often threw up after. Louis was also cutting. He has been told he's "not good enough," "can never be loved," is "worthless, useless and no one will ever c...
