Hold On, I Still Need You

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Hey guys, I hope y'all are actually reading this Author's notes because they sometimes contain important info.

So it has be brought about by some comments and PM's that people are really questioning Caroline being human. I didn't mean for it to be such a big deal or make the story lose readers. I wish that it haven't done that because that was a major thing I wanted to do with this story and it was going to get really cute in the coming chapters.

Yes I said cute, I know these last chapters I've posted have been nothing but doom and gloom but it will brighten up. I am excited to write more and I really hope y'all understand the Caroline thing and stick around.

The last I want to do is run off my readers because I thank you so much for reading and taking the time to give feedback! Thanks again for all of that! Love y'all!

-Taylor Breanne

Damon trudged back over to where Bonnie was sitting. She looked up at him "I thought you were leaving?" She said.

"I thought about it, but Caroline might need something... I gotta stay and be there for her right now." He said as he buried his face in his hands, with a deep sigh. "I would do anything right now for you to fix this Bon."

"Damon... please don't. I can't handle it anymore, I can't take seeing you or Caroline break down again." Bonnie looked over at him, seeing the glassiness, from the tears forming return to his eyes. "You understand why right? Because I hate hurting you Damon Salvatore. You are one of very best friends and you tend to keep me smiling. We have had our ups and downs and been some crazy stuff together. But I honestly love having you as a best friend. I just can't go and do this when it's all I can do to quiet my conscience. He killed a lot of innocent people but most of all he killed Enzo."

"Yes Bon, he did and you also know that I killed Tyler Lockwood and the reason the whole thing began. I was a huge part of the reason for your loss of Grams and countless others, but now you say I'm your best friend. I know my little brother and that wasn't the real him. He will hold that grief with him his whole life and hate himself for it. That's who he his, Bonnie. Yes, once we get him back it might be hard to convince him he is worth living. But I honestly don't know what I will do without him... I imagined him always being here."

Bonnie sighed "I gotta think of myself for once Damon. I can't do this."

Damon sat there, thinking about everything, trying to find a way to make things right. He knew she needed Enzo back and deserved so much happiness after everything that has happened to her. Damon looked over at her and took her hand "You, Bonnie Bennett are an amazing woman and you deserve so much happiness in life. You are still a mediocre crossword puzzle player but there is still hope. But most of all, my best friend and I have the utmost love and respect for you."

Bonnie looked at him and listened to him talk. "Where is this going Damon?"

"I want to help you in anyway possible and I have a deal that could be great for all three of us. Just hear me out!"

"I'm listening."

"Okay, we can make each other happy. I need you to do the spell and as soon as you do it I will leave to go anywhere, I don't care where and find you a witch. A really powerful one who could help you with bringing Enzo back. It would make everyone happy Bon! I mean it will be a little harder being the lone vampire and trying to convince them, that was always Stefan's job."

"Damon, where are you going to find a witch that would be helpful with that kind of spell, it's a rough one. And say you did, why would they decide to come with you? What if you get yourself killed in the process?"