Tears Of Blood

"What did he do that's so bad?"

Did. you. seriously. just. ask. that? DID YOU ACTUALLY JUST ASK WHAT HE DID THAT WAS SO FUCKING BAD?! ........ hahahaHAHAHAHA.

You would think a psycho killer wouldn't be afraid of the dark. Which I'm not. It's what's in the dark that I'm scared of. 22 years I was locked in the basement of my home in Underfell, I never saw anyone, but Papyrus. It was NOT company anyone would want, I would've rather been left to starve of go crazy from the darkness. Inste- actually, I'll start from the beginning.

So life didn't start shitty. I was born, a goddess of the multiverse. Mom was Ink, Dad was Error. One day they left me with Papyrus. Back then I was 4. Never saw Mom or Dad until I had just turned 26. Within those 22 years I was dealt with beatings, I had weapons tested on me, and Papyrus on multiple occasions...................... never mind. I would rather not share that detail. Over the time I developed  feelings. Desires....To kill. To kill Papyrus. To kill Mom. To kill Dad. I wanted to see them suffer. I     W A N T E D      T H E M     T O     P A Y. I was consumed with the craving for vengeance , and along with that there were other things; insanity, anger, depression, suicidal thoughts and tendencies. All of these thing still remain to this day. These days i refuse to sleep, PTSD can really mess you up. I can close my eyes with out him coming to mind, he invades my sleep, causing dreams that recreate those 22 years. Papyrus is dead. currently anyway. I already told you. NOBODY stays dead around here. Dad is dead. I made sure he was damned to hell. Mom remains, can't go a week without her trying to murder me. She is stronger than me. She is the ruler of the multiverse after all, but she will pay in the end, I'll make sure of that, even if I die trying, even if I stay dead. In fact staying dead would be a blessing for me. I don't care what it takes. M O M    W I L L     P A Y.  hahahahahahAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH- sorry. That happens a lot. Y'know that portrayal of someone who is angered? When they have steam fuming from their red little faces? That's nothing. I catch fire, I become fire. I once caused the entirety of waterfall to evaporate. I'll admit that I snap easily, and when I snap I fucking damn well snap. To a point where I once even scared Jack, and trust me. That takes a lot.

Can you blame me? For 'how I am'? Or at least would you dare?

I'm not stuck in the past. The past is stuck in me, like a vital organ. I can't get rid of it, but it wont get rid of me. hahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA