My dad was back from Rio, were the Olympics were held. I was talking to myself in my room while pacing back and fourth.
"Maybe my dad wont be mad, No of course he will be mad! A gay son! A disgrace to him surely. He wont be able to handle it! NO, I'm just not gonna tell him. I'll tell him when i'm older and able to get my own place. Ha! that's what i'll do. I don't have to wait much, i'll turn 18 in a couple of months!" and then suddenly, my dad walked in. "gay?" he whispered. " GAY, GAY!!?? OF ALL THE STUPID THINGS GAY!!! YOUR A DISGRACE, GET OUT NOW, I'LL CALL THE SCHOOL TOMORROW AND TELL THEM YOU'RE A FREAK!" he yelled. I woke up, his voice still ringing in my head. I felt tears coming down my face. I couldn't sleep for the rest of the night. Surely he wouldn't actually do that...... right? Since I couldn't sleep, all I did was think.
Thinking about the swim team, and what they would do if they realized that i was gay. Thinking about my dad, if he would hate me if i did come out. Thinking about....about.......CHASE!
What would I do about Chase? I couldn't ask him out, could I? Yes, I could and I would.
I easily found his phone number on the internet, and texted him.
-hello?
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Tough love
Romancea male and male teen romance with some short "love" scenes. would not advise your parents to be over your shoulder when your reading.
