Adoption of Love (NARRY)

I need to get my feelings straight, man!

Author note: Suppity twerps! Here's another update and I apologize for the waits you have to deal with. That's why I make these chapters long. Please comment or message me, I love talking to the readers!

Harry POV

          It's been three days since I did that horrible thing, three days since I gave my adopted brother a blowjob. In my defense he just seemed so innocent during the movie; not understanding the sexual terms and such. It was just too fucking cute! Harry? Why did you just say cute? Oh I dunno voice in my head, I guess I am going crazy.

      I sigh and sit up, leaning my head on the headboard of my bed. Today was long. I kept looking for something, but I don't even know what it was. (It was a someone, put in when at mall. also his jealousy for Li) I went all day feeling empty and scared, but I ruled the school so this made no sense. I have friends, I have a home and family, I even have an extra family MEMBER for God's sake! I have anything and everything I need, so why do I feel so sad?

      A knock sounds from behind my door. I get up and open the door, coming face to face with my mum. "Hey honey, we're going shopping for Ni and you're gonna come with, to ya know, help him with fashion." I almost hit her in the face. Ni? Ni?! That's my name for him! WOW calm down Styles. Get your shit straight. I nod, not trusting my words. Mum heads downstairs and I follow.

     As we reach the bottom I see Niall standing by the front door, dressed in an old white tank and black skinny jeans. He seems excited and is practically glowing. I smile inward at his...dare I say, cuteness.  Niall hasn't talked to me about the blowjob. I don't think he really understands what I did. All I know I that he enjoyed it, and for some reason that makes me proud.

     I have never given another boy a BJ, I haven't even kissed another boy! But knowing that this blonde Irishman  liked what I did makes me feel manly...if that makes sense to you. I don't know what I am; sexuality wise. I don't look at boys and instantly think how BIG he is or how hot he is, but I don't drool over any cheerleaders either. Maybe I am bi? I hope I figure out soon. No! I need to figure out soon.

     My mum grabs our jackets and throws them in our faces. They both fall onto the floor . I bend down to grab mine and as I raise my head to meet blue eye. Niall grabs his jacket and blushes. Did I do that? He looks away and smiles. Yeah, I did that.

     The three of us head out to the closest mall. suddenly my mum stops walking, making Niall bump into my chest. I place my hands on his shoulders, rubbing small circles in the skin showing thanks to the tank top. I notice him shiver and inwardly smile at him.

    "Alrighty boys" Mum begins. "I'm going to watch a movie with Jay while you two shop." Wait Jay? Jay as in Louis Tomlinson's mom!?

    "I...is Louis here too?" I stutter. She nods and heads towards the theatre. DAMNIT! I can't have him here, he'll ruin everything.

   "Is Louis the one who picked us up on my first day of school?" Niall asks.

    "Yeah, and if he's here then so is Zayn." I say in sudden realization.

    "Zayn?" He says confused. I chuckle and look to him.

   "Zayn Malik the captain of all the sports in school." I begin. "He's one of my friends but Lou is closer to him. They're like brothers."

    "Speaking of brothers, when were you gonna introduce me to yours" A husky voice says behind me. I quickly turn around and notice Zayn standing with Louis' arm hung around him in a friendly manner (No Zouis , sorry). I gulp and rub the hairs on the back of my neck.