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10

I stand here

But I'm not alone

Awsten's here

"Go away" I say coldly

He looks hurt but he stays

"Why do you do that to yourself?" He questions obviously talking about my cuts

"Because I lose things, and I will never be good enough" I say

"What kinds of things do you lose Geoff?" He asks

He knows my name, he knows my name

"My mind"

He doesn't ask anymore questions

I look into his ocean blue eyes

Staring into his eyes was like finding wonderland

I chuckle "why do you do it?"I ask

"I'm lonely" he says simply

I smile

"Your not lonely, your popular, you have a boyfriend and many friends" I say

"Not everything is what it seems" Awsten says with a blank face

I turn to him and run my fingers through his soft blue hair

"Your perfect to me" I say I know its cheesy but its true no one can compare to Awsten's beauty inside and out.

I light a cigarette

"What'd you lose this time" Awsten's asks turning to me

"My everything" I say

Then we just stand in silence