~ Gray Moments ~

~Undecided~

Never have I jumped up as fast as I did in my whole life. I was shocked, I was stunned I just didn't know what to say or do what was going on with everybody. I tried to run but he quickly grabs my hand, "Amelia please just let me explain". I threw my hands up to be released from his grip "STOP CALLING ME THAT" I ran out the door, this time I had my keys in my hand while I was running I finally reached my car when I heard him calling for me I jumped in and started it and sped off in just a little as few seconds I could see him in the review mirror slowly fading, my eyes Covered with tears so much is going on what am I supposed to do now" where do I go? God when did my life get so turned upside down.

I went to my special place and just sat there for hours I had so much on my mind, this is where me and Ava would go if we where having any problems, it's our place and it means so much to us. I skipped some rocks into the water off the bridge and in the corner of my eye I could see headlights appearing I knew it was Ava so i got up and started walking towards the car. She got out and the first thing she did was hug me so tight I could barley breathe, "Are you crazy for not answering your phone everyone is worried sick over you are you okay? Why are you crying? What's going on Alison talk to me, you know you can tell me anything!" she grabbed me again and pulled me into another hug. I held her so tight I didn't want to let go she's the only thing that's real in my life.

We sat on the edge of the bridge and I told her everything everyone has told me including the part about Justin. "So your saying Justin knows who you truly are how is that even possible?" Ava's face showed all that I was feeling, confused, hurt, lied to. I just nodded my head in agreement "I didn't give him time to explain I felt so fooled, I just wanted it to be perfect and it was up until that point". Ava just Sighed and laid back on the bridge, "god girl who knew your life could be turned upside down in one night, what are you going to do?" I looked at her with a worried smile "I haven't decided yet but I do know I need to get to the bottom of this one problem at a time". We both started to head home her driving close behind me we finally pull into my drive way, we got out and went to the door I stopped at the bottom of the stairs and took a deep breath. "Okay I'm ready".

I was greeted not by yelling but by hugs Lots and lots of hugs. I can't believe I wasn't getting yelled at I mean damn any other night and I would have got grounded and sent to my room. "She can't breathe honey!" I can hear my dad while trying to pull my mom off of me. "Are you okay? Where have you been we've been worried sick about you sweetie!" she pulled me into another hug "please don't do that to us again". I couldn't help but to hug her back because no matter what happens she will always be my mother. "Ava honey could you give us a little bit to talk?" "Yes Mrs. Gray" she went past us and up to Lane's room, that girl will never give up. "Honey come sit down we have a lot to discuss". Mom went on and on and told me a lot about me being Princess Amelia and why I had to be sent away. I asked her when I would have to leave she told me they said I can stay until the day after my birthday so I can spend it one last time with my protection family, witch is what they called themselves. I went to bed after we finished talking I had so much on my mind I don't know how I will be able to sleep but I know I have to, mom said tomorrow will be a pretty big day.