I'm scared of my past
I'm scared of my future
I'm terrified of my present.
I sleep with dark dreams
The quiet screams surrounding
I wish I could just stop, but it's not that simple.
I've run away, time and time again
I've shed blood and tears
I've tried to escape but it's crashing my reality.
I decided to change the way I act
And change the anger in my voice
I've succeeded slowly and then today I knew it would quickly crash down.
My day is ending and I'm trembling slightly
I've counted down the days and it's looming near
My 18th birthday is almost here.
Everything I've known and loved and learned
Will be changed in a matter of time
And I'm absolutely fucking terrified.
I've got a plan to fix my troubles, and I feel hope for my future.
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PoesíaBunch of poems. Some are sad and triggering please don't read if you're triggered easily.
