wanted by the bad girl

chapter 7!

*JORDANS P.O.V*

"Hey you ready to leave?" I ask standing in xanthes doorway. It had been atleast three days since the party friday night. To be completely honest all i really remember was dancing with xanthe then waking up next to her Saturday morning. We both knew that something happened but we sorta just left it but i think we both kinda needed a root to be honest.

"Yeah im almost done just give me a sec." Xanthe yells. Sounds like shes in her walk in wardrobe most probably picking some shoes. Girls and their clothes, i mean if girls could marry clothes i think they would.

We head towards my ute and jumping in i put the key in ignition. The engine rawing miles down the busy street.
"You take a million years to get dressed for school xanth, can i ask why?" I say giving her a slight smirk. But she doesnt reply just a simple smirk then slowly dissappearing. The car ride to school was complete silence not that i was complaining because i still had a horrible headache from last night. Probably going out with the boys the night before school wasn't the best idea.

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I finally find a car park at school but its like a block away. Its close to impossible to get a good car park at school but most of the students park around the corner and the local servastations.

I pull the key out from the steering wheel whilst swiching off the radio but still no word from xanthe. I begin to worry why shes acting this way, she was fine at hers but as soon as we left shes been really quite and thats not like her at all. Who am i kidding. I act like ive known her for years but really ive only known her for atleast five days.

Im greeted by the boys at the back gates whilst i acknowledge my boys i watch xanthe walk off to her friends. Even the way she was walking was totally different.
I just shake the annoying thoughts from my head and focused on the boys.

"Hey man last night has fucking hectic as fuck." Nate says pulling at my shoulders.
"Yeah man definitely again but lets just not make it the night before school, yeah?" I say hitting nate in the arm playfully. We casually stroll to our lockers and grab our shit and sit in home group.

*XANTHES P.O.V*

I totally ignore jordans attempt to make conversation in the car on our way to school. I know I have no reason to be mad at him but i just am. Seeing the picture of james this morning kinda just brought back memories, memories i didnt need to remember atleast not now.

*FLASHBACK*

"Xanthe i dont belong here anymore." As i hear them words come from his soft cold lips make my breathe hitch. "No james please dont leave, i love you.." i say whispering to myself.

I shake the awful memories from my head but maybe i shook my head to much cause everyone keeps looking at me. All these faces starting at me, most probably thinking in their head about how 'crazy' or 'retarded' i seem or look but i honestly couldn't give two fucks. I pick up my side bag and with that i left the classroom. I absolutely hate when people just stare at me or anyone i mean im already uncomfortable about living so please stop fucking staring.

I was hanging for a smoke so i ran to the back of the hall room on the far side of the school grounds. I pull out the cancer stick and light it up. As i inhale the bliss smoke im stopped in my tracks as i see a familiar pair of shoes standing just only two or three feet away from where i was smoking. Great its Jordan.

"You trying to get cancer on purpose babes?" He says leaning against the metal pole right infront of me. Why does he care anyways? Its not like his my boyfriend or anything. "Yeah totally babe." I reply sarcastically before inhaling once again but this time i blow the smoke directly into his gorgeous face. A smile slowly grew on my face seconds later.

"May i?" He asks pointing towards the smoke. In no hesitation i pass it to him. Watching him take a long draw from the cigarette was different but i liked it definitely liked it.

Besides the school girls screaming in the background there was nothing but silence the whole time. I usually like to smoke in peace and quite it just lets me think and let lose.

"Lets go somewhere babe." I say to Jordan whilst putting out the cigarette butt. "Lets go somewhere where there is nothing sky and fresh air, not this toxic place." I say smiling at jordan. I can honestly already tell that the smile i was doing was the smile of a ten year old.

"Alrighty lets do it." He says pulling out his keys. As we walk towards the ute i feel a hand gasp my palm. My eyes set a gaze on who it was but thankfully it was just jordan.

DO LIKE THAT -KOREDE BELLO.

the music fills the car with enthusiasm and sound as we drive down the highway. I have no clue why we were on the highway but im sure this mysterious road leads to somewhere special.

My eyes flutter open. I glance around to see where we had stopped. It seemed to be a burnt out barn house with logs surrounding the old fire pit.

"C'mon baby, follow me." I hear jordan say and with that we were standing side by side and hand by hand. All of a sudden all six of jordans mates came out from the burnt out barn house.

"What are you guys doing here!" I scream running up to them and greeting each one individually. "Well we thought we'd come up here and just do a bit of this" nate says holding up the pipe and a little bag with what seemed to be weed. Yes this is going to be perfect.

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"and when jordan was little he thought his pee wee was a snake and tried to cut it off!" Ashton screamed with laughter. In all honesty i have felt this good in ages and i never wanted this feeling to end. "Wow thats enough of the jordan show, what about you xanthe?" Jordan said whilst filling up his cup with toxic vodka.
"Yeah what about you xanthe, hows the relationship life?" Jessie asks
I felt on top of the world so i didnt back down from telling them whatever.

"I had a boyfriend a few months back." I say taking a big gulp from my bottle. "But he died at the end of last year." I take in a sharp breath before continuing "he committed suicide because he believed he didnt belong on this crazy earth but to be completely honesy does anyone wanna live in this dangerous place?" I feel a salty tear of sadness run down ny face. I see jordan walk over to me and wipe the single tear away from my face and turning my face towards his. "Its alright xanthe we've gotcha." He says leaving a sloppy kiss on my forehead. "Yeah xanth your part of the family now, its about time daddy found a mummy" ashton says laughing. He was such crack up definitely knew how to inlighten the mood.

We had absolutely no idea what the time was but the only light source we had was the moonlight and the fire that nate and james finally lit after seventeen trys. I sat next to jordan most or the night and all the boys on the other side of us. There was multiple stories we all shared including me. I dont know why but i wasnt afraid to open up to these guys i mean i never EVER open up to anyone but this was different and i loved it.

SORRY THE CHAPTER WASNT AS LONG AS ALL THE OTHERS BUT I PROMISE ILL MAKE UP FOR IT!! IF THERE IS ANY SPELLING MISTAKES PLEASE MESSAGE ME THEM PLZ!! lots of love my readers 💖

so jordan and xanthe got it on friday night, thoughts?

Dont forget 👇👇

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