Deep Emotions Like Water *On HOLD* Minor Editing

The Woods

We walked onwards my hand in his, his face changing from happy to sad every moment.
What was up with him?
I tugged at his arm and pulled him  along, knowing his mood swings I thought he couldn't be on his own.
We walked on in silence. The silence I had once longed for, but was now dreading as we passed the beautiful trees and plants.
Everything was beautiful, except from his expression forever changing and morphing into worry or fear.
It was as clear as day, he had a past like mine one that might have been worse. I couldn't just let him stay there lost in his trail of evil thoughts.
I turned around and smiled up at him, he had finally noticed me and he smiled too. Starting to put away his thoughts, after all he did lead me on this adventure in the first place. He couldn't end it here, I was here to help him.
Maybe asking him if he's alright would be a start?
I exhaled deeply, my anxiety trying to get the better of me.
"Are you all right?" I asked
He stared at me as if he was just acknowledging my appearance, as if he had been somewhere else.
Somewhere else far far away. A place I couldn't reach, or get to because of the deep journey.
No I wasn't going to ask him the question, he had to know my past first
What I had done...
The events of that night flashed and flickered in my mind. Talking loud shouts and screams. Horror seeping through my mind. My face twisting in a confused and lost look.
NO I had to stay strong for him, this was all for him.
The memories of the light shining on my face that day, as I watched it slowly turn to darkness...
What was wrong with both of us.
"Could you stop sulking." I suddenly snapped.
Wait what did I just say?
The words Left my mouth before I could think.
He turned round to me and chuckled,
Totally oblivious to what I had just said.  I stood there with a horrified face, staring up at him giving him a sheepish grin.
I laughed, it came out more cracked and fake than haughty.
"Hey don't worry, It didn't hurt me." He said calmly.
This is knew was a lie, I could see it bouncing off him. But surely I couldn't just confront him and I didn't want to. Why did he lie, was it for my sake. We trekked on in silence, the birds chirps giving us company.
"I knew you would snap." He said proovingly.
Hmmm, silence was my weakness.
I stared up at him, his blue eyes cloudy giving me a vague description of what he was feeling.
"Silence is my weakness." I replied quietly.
I didn't want this to carry on, this silence was paining  me.
I couldn't take It anymore I wanted it to stop.  My thoughts kept clouding my mind. Every swirling in my mind, how I hurt Miles.
My legs suddenly gave  up on me as I felt myself fall onto the ruff wood floor.
Black taking over my mind...