Crush x Reader

Part 1: Block

Y's Pov

I was at my laptop in the room, i was talking with C for the whole time and Im talking to him everyday in every moment of my life for like... 4 months straight. I'm really scared about him in real life and i dont talk to him in real life... Why?  I dont know

Y: i gtg

C: K

And with that i went to sleep without any word

[time skip]

I woke up happily as usual because i have another day to spend  with C and yes, i fell for him and i liked him since i met him, i know he cant love me back coz thats impossible. Im an ugly,fat,disgusting girl that no one cares about. I woke up and i emmediatly opened my laptop as i texted C but something unexpected happened... He blocked me

my heart shattered into bits of atoms that i cant put back. I gasped and tears started flowing through my cheeks..
But i need to go to school so i got up with my eyes so puffy that i could barely see anything coz of the blurr. I went straight to the bathroom and i took a shower but i didnt know i would do the unexpected, i took a blade brought it to my wrist causing blood dripping down my arms and to my stomach. I cried like theres not tomorrow and i suddenly fell into my knees. I miss him so much, I love him and I'll always will... What kind of magic does he have? Why do i feel this way.

[Time skip]

Im now at the school, I didnt eat. I only took a bath, changed and I went to school. I dont talk to him in real life coz I know he would think that im ugly AF... I hate my life I HATE THAT I LOVE HIM. I walked inside the school gates and i wasnt late then I saw C with his friends, he saw me and i gasped

"OH SHIT!" I screamed

I started running to no where and I heard him screaming my name but I didnt look back coz tears started dripping from my eyes and I found myself in a bathroom. I wiped my tears with water and after a couple of minutes I heard the bell so I calmed down and got out the bathroom then straight to my classroom. Good thing his not my classmate

[Time skip]

"ok thats pretty much it, you could have your lunch now" my teacher said cheerfully

I sighed as I walked out of the classroom. But then I saw C standing there, I ran as fast as i could again but my friends and his friends gripped me and I tried to loosen the grip and run but theres no point. Tears started pouring again and I saw C infront of me, still trying to get out of my friends and his friend's grip but I cant so i just looked down avoiding to meet his beautiful eyes. He lifted up my cheeks seeing my red puffy eyes

"Y..." he said my name for the first time in real life

"STAY AWAY FROM ME!" I said while tears stroked down through my cheeks

" Y, LISTEN!" he shouted in a serious tone making me shut up

"WHY SHOULD I?! YOU BLOCKED ME... I DONT KNOW WHY AM I FALLING FOR YOU, I DONT KNOW WHY I LOVE YOU... I CANT EXPLAIN THIS FEELING THAT I HAVE RIGHT NOW, I KNOW YOU CANT LOVE ME BACK COZ WHO WOULD LOVE ME?! I LOOK LIKE THE UGLIEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD... STAY AWAY FROM ME. THERES NO POINT I KNOW YOU WONT ACCEPT MY LOVE BUT I KNOW... AS MY JOURNEY ENDS THROUGH THIS WORLD I WOULD STILL AND FOREVER LOVE YOU IM SORRY" tears streamed down again but this time its alot that it would make a puddle.

I heard him chuckle "Y.. I love you, and dont blame me if I blocked you... its F's idea, your the most beautiful person Ive ever met and nothing would change that, " and with that he kissed me on the cheeks "Ill save your lips in our wedding"

My friends and C's friends glared at us "ahem ahem, credits please" and they let go of me

C laughed nervously "oh yeah thnx guyz" while scratching the back of his neck then he cupped my cheeks and hugged me " will you be my girlfriends Y?"


"OF COURSE  I WILL!" I said cheerfully

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SORRY GUYZ I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME llol baiiiiii