It was always You

When I asked you out for the first time//

Our talks increased rapidly day by day
As we began to chat on every single social network,
Those chats drove me amidst the bay
With many questions lining up in the queue longaway.

"Are these talks taking us somewhere?"
"Will you keep on talking to me later on as you do now?"

Later on with a little understanding
That was built between the two of us,
I thought of asking you out
Which remained aside and created a lot of muss.

To be very frank
I literally googled of how to ask girls out,
As I didn't wanted to give you a single chance
Of you disliking me or even striking me out.
(Unfortunately, google did not helped :/ )

I had always seen you before
As a moody girl
Carrying a huge briefcase of attitude,
(I was wrong anyways :p )
Which made me take a lot more time
To ask you out,
As I was aware that
Every single girl takes decisions depending on their nutty mood.

I did know you
As a 'Kick-ass' girl
Who faced every guy like a grumpy beast,
I was scared that me asking you out
May put my name down there in your little list.

Further after a longstanding
I stopped myself from bustling around the internet,
And decided to do it in my own way
Which was I think
Way much better than those stupid cheesy stuff written in the cyberspace casket.

Finally,
I did asked you out for the very first time
With a tiny courage that I carry,
I was so very much excited
And nervous as well
About what your answer would be,
As my mind kept on chanting the sentence
"Yes it will be, Yes it should be!" xD

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