Bts Preferences, One shots (Request always open)

Bts Jungkook

You loved me zero...

My love, endless...

I gave my all.....

You gave me nothing in return.....

I saw you as my everything...

You saw me differently...

You left me with nothing...

But I still love you.....

(Your p.o.v)

I was at a cafe with my boyfriend Jungkook of Bts. We were sitting there, I was trying to start up a conversation but he didn't seem interested. Only answering me with short replies. "How's work been babe?" I asked sweetly trying to make it less boring. "Good." He said not even looking at me. He seemed fidgety, he kept checking his phone and tapping his foot on the ground. "How are the boys? You're not practising to much are you?" I asked laughing lightly. He just nodded nonchalantly with a light "They're fine." I was about to speak when his phone went off. He checked his phone and smiled, something he hasn't done for me in awhile. He quickly turned to me, "I got to go, practice." He said grabbing his jacket getting up to leave. "Okay, I guess I'll see you later then. I love you" I said lightly. He just nodded and left. I sighed and looked out the window.  It's been like this for a while. He wouldn't talk, he'd never pay attention, he'd leave so soon. No I love you's, no hugs, nothing anymore. I felt him slipping away. 

I gave you all of me and now honestly I've got nothing left....

I sighed again and left the cafe. I didn't want to go home, I'd just miss him more. It was a really nice day so I just decided to walk through the park. It was autumn, so the trees were coloured beautifully with greens, yellows, oranges and reds. I walked slowly, thinking about Jungkook and I. He just didn't seem like he loved me anymore. We used to go to the cafe and he'd hold my hands as he talked about how great things were or how much he loved me. Now we sit in awkward silence til he leaves. At home I hardly see him, even when he's there I feel lonely because he just goes to sleep. He doesn't hug me, he faces away. It just feels as if I'm his roommate and not his girlfriend. I still love him but I sometimes feel as if he's had enough, that he wants someone else. 

This is gonna hurt, but I blame myself first cause I ignored the truth.....

As I was in deep thought when I heard a couple laughing, I slowly looked up. The scene in front of me should have caused me pain, but I was already in so much, that in a way I had already seen it coming. There in front of me was my Boyfriend holding another girls hand. They  were laughing together. He smiled at here lovingly. I felt a tear slip down my cheek, yet I didn't feel sad. To be quite honest. I felt nothing at all. My heart had cracked so bad that all the pieces fell leaving me with nothing. 

My face was blank, all I could think about was how I still love him. They were slowly making there way over towards where I was. I tried walking faster when he noticed me. He stood shocked, while I tried to stand with pride. The girl turned to look at me, I could see why he liked here. She was gorgeous, her smile was bright, she had the perfect body. "(y/n).." He whispered out. I didn't want to seem affected so I decided to try and fake it til I made it. I smiled kindly. "Jungkook," I said nodding towards him, "I thought you were at work." I said with a slight side grin. He still couldn't move. I turned to the girl and smiled. "Who are you?" I asked politely. She just grinned and bowed "I'm Jei Lin, Jungkooks girlfriend. And you?" She said giggling then clung to his arm kissing his cheek. "I'm (y/n), Jungkooks BEST Friend. Jungkook, you didn't tell me she was your girlfriend" I turned to him with a fake surprised face. He just gulped and rubbed the back of his neck. "Yeah, ahh.. must have slipped my mind.".

You've awoken me........, but you're choking me...

All my emotions boiling inside me had awoken something in me, suddenly giving me confidence. I nodded with a smirked. "Haha, I thought that other girl was your girlfriend" He looked at me in shock. "What other girl?!" His 'Girlfriend' asked. "Oh haha no one, I just saw him with some girl at a cafe, they were holding hands and sharing a drink." I said, recalling what we used to do. "Oh well, she was probably nobody, right Jungkook?" He just swallowed. Jei lin was furious. I just smiled and bid them goodbye "Well I have to go now, I'm moving houses, alot of packing to do" I said with a wink. Before Jungkook could grab my wrist to stop me he was already getting an ear full of an angry girlfriend. I smirked as I could hear her yelling as I walked away.

As soon as I got home I packed my stuff. I was going to leave Seoul and head back home to Busan. I didn't really cry, I had seen this coming, he showed all the signs of cheating but I guess I was to in love to admit it. After I had packed everything into my car I quickly wrote a note for Jungkook.

'Dear Jungkook,

Why? I just don't understand. Where did we go wrong?

I gave you all of me and now honestly I've got nothing left, 

But I guess I loved you dangerously

I loved you more than the air that I breathe

I knew we would crash at the speed that we were going, didn't care if the explosion ruined me

Baby I loved you dangerously.'

And with that. I left

A/N So I was kind of inspired by Charlie Puth Dangerously, as you might have been able to tell. I hope you enjoyed it and if you wanna part two let me know in the comments. I kind of have an idea for what I might do for a part two. Also the lyrics that I placed aren't in order of the song they're just the ones they slightly inspired that chapter. Anyways thanks for reading.