Nostalgic Limerence

Prologue

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Silence.

I was surrounded by the empty darkness of the night. I didn't know how I ended up here. Where is this place? I wrapped my arms around my waist due to the cold breeze. So freaking cold.

I was hoping on searching for a tiny shelter but didn't see anything. I was in a spacious room full of darkness, I just realized.

I feel isolated. I feel alone, scared and devastated. Not sure whether I'm still alive or not. I couldn't even hear my own breathing system. Right now, I really need some lights.

Again, only silence.

Gulping down my saliva, the urge to cry comes and goes but I noticed tears already rolled down across my cheeks. I gripped the hem of my shirt, tightly until I didn't notice that my knuckle slowly turned white-ish that comes from my bones. I knew I always tend to say that I hate my own life, that I wanted to get lost myself. This was true. Just, not now. Not when everything seem unpleasant and doubtful.

My heavy sobs had taken over the icy silence.

Legs began to shake. I couldn't control the movement of my body and eventually they moved in a way they shouldn't as my frail self immediately fell on my knees and my fists touching the cold black surface.

I looked down in pain and gritted my teeth when my weak self reflected on the black surface. I let my tears poured out without any sound. Suddenly, I'm starting to hate myself.

Behind my back, I felt there was something that shines. Something that warms my back. Slowly, I turned my back to its direction and a blurry sight of a big yellow ball floating and is located higher beyond reaching. It's brightness had had enough to make everything feel like home.

Although it floated, it lingered at its fixed position. I tried to focus my vision to reveal its true self.

It was a star, two stars.

They blended together to make them greater and brighter. Somehow as I stared at them in concentration, trying hard to focus on both, I saw a picture of... a person.

I didn't get to see it more clearly as a strange uninvited light started to spread throughout the empty darkness, my eyes squinted due to its strong light. I half-covered my eyes in an attempt to enhance my front vision but to no avail.

Leaving me in a Nostalgic Limerence.

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