Marlee' s POV:
It's been a week since Harry told me to quit stairing so I have been.. He hasn't even bothered to apologise for being so rude to me. I've learnt that Harry likes to be alone and he doesn't like people bothering him, it's quite clear actually. He keeps things to himself but I think he's just afraid of letting people in. I'm not quite sure by I want to find out why.
I never saw him when I went to my therapist on Wednesday, Friday or Saturday.. which is strange because if I saw him there he must go more often like I do. Maybe I will see him today it's Wednesday today which means I have a therapy session.
On Thursday I went to Matty's house and we went to a cafe and drank coffee it was fun to spend time with him but the thing that kept replaying in my mind was when he asked, what was going on between me and Harry. I don't know why but he seemed frustrated about it. I need to get to the bottom of this and why Matty acted so strange about it.
I can't be bothered going to school today. I couldn't sleep last night so I ended up stay in up till 5am but just decided to stay awake because my brother would be jumping on me soon to wake me up anyway. So here I am lay in bed looking at the plain white ceiling of my room.
Casey and Riley became an official couple on Monday. They look so cute and happy togetYeT YT?her. Casey has been a lot happier since her and Riley got together maybe he's good for her and maybe he won't hurt her like I thought he would, besides he is jerk after all. They went on a date, he took her to an outdoor cinema Casey really enjoyed it because she had never been to one before so it was a new experience for her. The day after the date they both was acting suspicious at school so me, Matty and his friends tried getting to the bottom of it, we asked questions, we followed them when they snook around, we tried everything but couldn't get to the bottom of it. Eventually they told us and it was that they are together which made me really happy seeing my best friend happy. They have been hanging around with each other so much since they got together I'm finally accepting that I'm going to be alone forever, I haven't been in a relationship since I was 9 so..
Unexpectedly my brother burst through the Door and looks at me.
He frowns.
"Oh your up" he says.
"yep"
He quickly walks out and I'm left with silence just the way I like it. I stand up out of bed and off I go to get ready.
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I was currently in English with Casey, Matty wasn't in today which was weird he seemed to be in every day literally I don't remember a day when he wasn't in. so I'm suck with the lovers, great. They always find a way to look at each other.
Harry was Sat beside me in his seat looking bored like normal. I try not to look too much or he'll get his underwear in a twist. I want to talk to him to hear his sexy deep voice. Oh my God what am I thinking. Right I'm going to do it I've decided.
"Hi" I say shyly.
"bye" he says harshly
"what have I don't to deserve this?" I say coldly.
I see a strike of guilt in his eyes but then they go back to the gloomy cold eyes.
"Look, you don't know me and I don't know you so how about go talk to the love couple"
"What if I don't want too, what if I want to talk to you?" I say honestly.
"well I don't want to talk to you" he says an looks away.
"I'm not going to put up with this! I'm trying to be nice here but your just being rude to me. Don't you want to make friends?! if not, at least be a bit nice" I say irritated.
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Alone. (Harry Styles)
FanfictionI felt alone. I felt so alone I wanted to leave. I wanted to leave this cruel world. Everyday was just repeating itself. School, home, homework, bed. The worst is when I visit my therapist, she tries to help but it never works, never. I never let...