Shunned

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Today I felt my life crumbling before me. I was talking with one of my good friends named Lila, but she told me that I wouldn't understand what she was going though. I felt so hurt, I thought we were friends, and that we shared are problems, but I guess she doesn't trust me like I trust her. I was so mad and sad at the same time, I wanted to punch a wall, but at the same time I wanted to curl up and get mad at myself for not being a better friend.
Oh, and by the way I am Nicole and I am an outsider.
I spend my life looking in. I never feel included or cared about, I am always just staring as life passes by. I hope one day to be part of what I call the Insiders.

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