KryanImagines.

BREAK UPS AND PATCH UPS ❤

A/N :  Okay so firstly I'm sorry for updating after the longest time. I hope this update is worth your wait. As the title suggests it's a mix of happy and sad os.  I won't rant more. Read it and OFCOURSE COMMENT AND VOTE PLEASE.
PS - I couldn't find a perfect picture for this os so it has no picture.
~ UNTIL NEXT TIME ✨
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It was that fateful day when for the first time We hit a rough patch. A very rough patch. That day for the first time I realised what my life would be in her absence and how her importance had increased in my life. That day for the first time I felt empty. Empty from the inside because I didn't have my girl beside me. She had left me. Left me, because I acted stupid. Because I acted selfish. Because I acted like a complete douchebag. It was that very day that I made up my mind to make her mine. Forever. She had me wrapped around her pinky finger. We fought. We shouted and we cursed. She left me. Slammed the doors and walked away. She didn't turn back. Or maybe she did. I don't know. I didn't follow her. I wasn't drunk but I acted like one. Sense the lie out here, coz well, uhm. She begged, she cried, she tried. But I broke her. I broke us. Created doubts between us. "Everybody hits a rough patch Karan, but they don't get over it by sulking around and in isolation. They get over it through company and friends. Karan I'm here for you, please tell me what's wrong. Please Karan" She begged again.  Her eyes filled with unshed tears. "You, you are fucking wrong. Now please leave me the fuck alone. Just get out or else I'll do it." I shouted back. "Karan , I know you're angry but please don't tell me words like those. They hurt, even if you don't mean them, they hurt," she spoke timely trying hard to not let the tears down her cheeks. "Krystle, I'm am done. I'm done and over with this relationship. I'm done and over with you. Now please leave this room and get the fuck out. I don't want to see you ever." And with that I took hold of hee upper arm with my fingers making sure not to hurt her and took her out of the room. She came back in. She was always so adamant. "Karan please. I Love You. Please don't do this to me. To us. What about all those promises and the ring ? How can you just end it like this ? Karan sit down. Please. We'll talk out whatever ia wrong. But please sit down first." She cried. Tears started flowing down her cheeks. Those tears which I promised to never let down. I broke all the promises. "Krystle. I'm serious. I dont want you. I don't want to do anything with us. Let alone talk about it. I'm done. We're over. Leave NOW." I shouted, yet again. She stood. Tears stopping. "Fine then. Even I'm done with you. I wasted my time here. I thought I could help you, but no. I was wrong. Highly wrong. Thankyou mister for shooting me my mistakes. Now you may lead your life with all that you wish except me. I wont be there. Never. Goodbye, for the last time" and with that she went away, slamming the door in process. What was I doing ? Why am I letting her go ? I should be running after her, I should be stopping her and instead I'm just sitting here, on the ground with my head on the palms of my hand. What the fuck was wrong with me ? I let the one person who I could confide in with anything leave me. Forever. And with all these questions haunting me I fell back to sleep. Next morning I woke up with the worst hangover. I gulped down 2 painkillers. And then suddenly the events of the past night came flashing back to my mind like a freaking bullet train. Fuck, what had I done. I shouldn't have ever said those words. I should have kept my mouth shut. Such an idiot. Oh god, what am I to do now ? I left the place as fast as I could and reached her home.  I ringed the doorbell continuously. The door opened and I was met by her mother whose eyes reflected the disappointment. I deserved it after what I had said and done. But I wanted to change everything. Now I actually believe in the saying that one night changes everything. Shit, I was going through it. Before I could enter her room, I was stopped by her dad. Busted. "Sit" he ordered and I complied. "Dad I -" I was cut off, as expected. "I don't want to hear anything son." Thankgod he wasn't mad. "Everybody has their days. All I want to say is, what you did last night isn't acceptable. We understand you weren't in the best of your moods but that doesn't give you any right to disrespect and shout on my daughter or any girl for that matter. No son, that's not what I thought of you. You were better than that. You are infact. Make sure this doesn't happen again. She's been crying all night and hasn't even slept. She's in her worst right now. You've broken her and" There came that Big Daddy Voice. "If this repeats I wont hesitate in kicking you out of my house and her life." "This won't ever happen again dad. I promise. This is the first and last time a pitiful thing like this has been done by me. Never again will I repeat it. She's too precious to lose. Now may I ?" "Of course. Carry on and get the smile back on my daughter's face." And with that I ran into her room. It was pitch dark but I could hear voices. Known one's. Shit, that's was my sister. Oh god, not again. She'd have me dead. Fuck. I tiptoes my way to them, ready to face all the consequences. "Get out Karan." There came my sister to ruin everything. "Sasha please, let me explain myself please Sasha." "I warned you Karan that if you do something wrong I wont hesitate in strangling you. And look what you've done. This is the worst someone can do. This little girl cried all night long. She didn't even sleep. She's so fragile right now. All because of you and your mouth. How could you even say those words to her. Didn't you promise her to be there forever. What about the promise ring? You forgot that as well Karan? How could you, Karan , how could you ? You're such a shame as brother, a boyfriend and moat Importantly a man. I don't want you near her for today and the days to come. Give her sometime. Please." And with that I was pushed out of the house.
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Five freaking weeks and no sign of Krystle. I was tired of waiting. I knew I had to initiate things this time. But wasn't I asked to give her some time ? Now I can't take it anymore. I have to find her. Get her back. My life seems so dull without her presence. Like everything I do reminds me of her. Her scent still lingering on one of my hoodies that I lent her. For some reason I was now I standing outside her house. I knocked only to be opened by her housekeeper. "Krystle ma'am ka not at home. She's been in Goa for the past 4 weeks. I thought even you were with her" he spoke. "Uhm, yeah, actually I came back last week. I thought she would be back by now, but I guess she loves that place too much to be back this soon," I lied. I rash out of her apartment and drove back home as fast as I could. On the way I called my mom to pack my things so that I could leave immediately. I found my housekeeper standing at the entrance of the building with my bag. I took it from him, thanked him and in no time was out on my way to Goa. I had to sort this out. I had a feeling as to where she would be in Goa. I reached goa by 10pm and made my way inside the hotel. I went to reception only to be met with the worried face od the receptionist. "I thought you'd come before. But never mind sir, ma'am hasn't left her room since she came here. I was going to call you. Good thing that you came." And without much of a saying she handed me the keys to her room. Finally, finally I could get my girl back. Finally i had the chance to explain. Finally i would be able to undo my misdoings. The room was pitch dark when I entered it but I could still make out the outlines of a body curled up on the bed. I switched on the lights just to see dry tear stains and puffy eyes with heavy dark circles on the face of my girl. I felt responsible for all of it. If only I hadn't listened to Sasha. Whatever, better late than never. "Krystle" I finally spoke up. She opened her eyes lightly, and blinked twice to adjust to the lighting of the room. As soon as she saw my face a small smile appeared on her lips, she closed her eyes and huffed. "Again in my dreams. Why can't I forget you Karan ? How will I get over the fact that you don't like me anymore ? Was our relationship that weak ? Were we that weak ? What about the trust and faith and the kong promises ? What about never making me cry ? See what you're doing right now. Why Karan why ?" And again tears started to fall down her now closed eyes. I went there my palms rubbing her cheeks and thumb pads removing the tears from her face. "Krystle, I'm sorry. I wasn't in my senses when I said that. You very well know how much I love you and I wouldn't stake you or our love for any riches in the world." She jerked. Now alert of her environment and my presence of course. She tried to say something but I spoke up "Please listen to me, for once. PLEASE ?" She didn't say anything and I took it as my opportunity to continue. "Krystle, I'm not good at words and I'm not here to flatter you with them as well. I know I'm the one who's fucked up this time and I assure you that I've been the worse person to you. But you can't blame me when I all of a sudden see my girlfriend talking to the guy who broke her. More ever, smiling and laughing along with him," She opened her mouth to say something but closed immediately. "Krystle, I was drunk and knocked out. I didn't realise what I did until the next morning. I immediately came to you only to be stopped by that idiot who happens to be my elder sister. She asked me to give you time and said that you'd talk to me once you were fine. I waited for you all these weeks. You have no idea how tough was it for me to wait. No message. No calls. Most of the times I had worse things going on inside my mind but I would assure myself that you were far better that doing something stupid. Krystle, I know it's difficult for you to forgive me, but please Krystle Trust me when I say this that I need you in my life, I have had the worse days without you. Ever since you came into my life, things have been different. I am not the same anymore without you. You've made me realize what happiness is. You've added madness to my mundane life. You've been there with me through everything like a shadow. I realise tour importance in my life now. More than me, my family realizes your importance. They keep on updating me about you. You've not only become an inseparable part of me, bug also my family. Even they can't do anything in your absence. Krystle Dsouza you're an addiction, but you're my addiction." "I hate you Karan, couldn't you just come back earlier and tell me all of this. I've waited for you so long. You idiot. I can't imagine my life without you Karan. And as for that thing with my ex, you do realize that I'm an award winning actress , do you ? I mean I could never back stab you. You're the only constant of my life. How could I betray someone who has a beautiful heart and is handsome at the same time ? I'm was all yours, I'm all yours and I'll remain all yours till death do us apart. I love you, you idiot." "I fucking love you too my idiot"
And with yat I realised what love means and what crossing boundaries in love means. You can do anything for the person you love. Their flaws become your addictions and your flaws become their priorities. You go hell bent to make things work because at the end of the day your partners will be the ones there for you in times of need and in times of partying. They'll be your support, your criticism, your partner in crime and above all they'll be the one's to rule your heart. Forever.