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MANMURAADEIN

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- UNTIL NEXT TIME ✨

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So I was at Poorna's baby shower when suddenly I heard one of her relatives say the name I have been running away from the past year and a half!
Krystle Dsouza .
I know that girl is the death of me. She doesn't know but I still keep tabs on what she does professionally and I have never been so happy to see her garner so many praises as much as she has done in the past year. She deserves it thoroughly. After all my girl is super talented and very precious.

Wait, My Girl? Where did that come from? She is no more my girl.

Who am I kidding? She'll always be my little one, my ladyluck and my kid.
I'm with Shreya for a whole another reason. I don't like it one bit when she sticks to me. Uh, it's irritating. Everybody thinks she'll be good for me, but only I know who really is the best for me.

I was just watching her slay in her webseries when I saw that. Her kissing some other guy. I couldn't process it. My mind had gone hay wire. This wasn't good. Everyone was having fun at the party, dancing around and having a gala time, but here my mind was stuck on that freaking kiss. I sat down in a corner and pretended to go through my phone, when I actual was listening to the album of her show.
Suddenly this song played that caught my attention. I had never felt attacked before as much as I did after listening to this song.
Manmuraadein.

ओ रे तारे
कैसे तूने बचपना ये कर दिया है
सच बताना मेरे हिस्से
किसके दिल में घर दिया है

I started thinking about the time we broke up. It was not easy for me. It still isn't. I won't be able to tolerate it if she gets in a relationship with someone else. I can't even imagine doing that to her, but yet here I am in a relationship that is nothing short of pretention. Every night I feel so sad for doing that to my kid but I have no other option. I know we are meant for each other and I cannot wait to make things right. She is mine and I'm hers.

तकरारें है लकीरों में
तसवीरें न दिखा
हाद्से है अगर इश्क़ में
तो यह इश्क़ ही क्यों लिखा

I don't know how to make things right. She doesn't even want to see me and even I wouldn't want to see myself after everything I have done. I have messed up and messed up bad. But my heart is always going to stay hers. I can't tolerate when people hate her. How can someone hate a person who is nothing short of anything pure. She has the best personality ever and her heart has so much love to give. I'm lucky to be the one sharing her love. Now that I can't, I feel deprived. I feel alone and I feel scared. I am not myself anymore. I drink to forget her but even that doesn't help. My mind and heart is stuck on her. I think this is what love is.

मन मुरादें
मन मुरादें
पास बैठि मयूसी सी आधि रातें
मन मुरादें
मन मुरादें
चेनी डोरी पे ये चलती मन मुरादें

Each night, I think of messaging her bht my hands shiver. She won't want to talk to me ever again. Each night I sleep with her on my mind. Each night I see her pictures on Instagram looking beautiful and pretty. Each night I wish to go to her hug her and kiss her and make things right. But I can't. Atleast not now, because when fate decides to have some fun,it creates million impossibilities in the quest of that soulmate. That's when you tune in and enjoy the dance of destiny .