Please don't be sad, be grateful that you are here in this world. Many people love you, but do not express it, and if you were gone, they sure will regret it. You are special to me and who you are. So don't cry, I'll be here no matter how far. If you feeling suicidal, please, go to a person you love and they'll be your idol to succeed; and soon you'll be the one everyone needs.
Have a good day :)