50 shades of grey underneath my eyes;
Confessing to crimes deemed worthy of your
demise.
18 years of torture and pain in plain sight;
Crossed difference between wrong and
right.
1 year on my internal debate deciding if I
Should even go on, should I just
die?
1 hour when you smiled and told me
You cared; it only took that long for me to
see.
There was something...
more.
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