Big Mistake

Chapter 7

4 years later 2018

I am a new person, turning 20 years of age in a few months. I'm a freshmen in collage at The University of New York. I decided to leave everything behind in Chicago, my family, friends, and that girl that would shed tears when harry Styles would get a new girlfriend I was no longer her.

Once Harry walked out of my mind I knew I would new see him again. I lost complete connection with him. I deleted my twitter, changed my phone number and moved out of state.

It hurt to leave my family and friends behind. but I had to start something new.

I graduated with my IB Diploma and now I'm working on getting my own fashion line.

My whole appearance changed as well I have a slim stomach,that I had always wished for, good size boobs and my skin tone lighten put more. I also grew 4 more inches now I'm 5'7 with long light brown hair.

I still remember the day I told harry to never look for me. I also remember writing a letter to him the next day when I told him to never look for me. I remember every single word in detail. I truly think harry was my first love.

The letter said.

Dear Harry,

Last night I told you to never in your life to look for me or talk to me. I expected more from you. I don't know how blind are you, to not see that she doesn't love you. My big mistake was to ever fall for you. My big mistake was to even think you were intreated. My big mistake was to tell you the words that meant so much to me, but not to you. My big mistake was warn you about Kendall. My big mistake was to say yes, to go to the club. But my biggest mistake was to fall for you, fall deep on my knees. I thought you were different, but no you just have to go for the typical tall, white, skinny, famous girls. I was stupid to even think of the word love when I always saw you. my parents were right, why would someone like you be intreated in me. I was so pathetic to not notice that. all I am to you it's just another fan and that was it, but no I would alway make I thought in my head Maybe just Maybe he would be intreated. I always dreamed of the of me meeting you. but you know what I regret it with all my heart because you know what, I feel like SHIT that's right SHIT. you MEANT something to me but now all you are to me is NOTHING. I hope you happy with Kendall. Call me when you get married I would live to be a brides maid. Oh and before I forget go to your email. I send you a video, I hope you enjoy.

Hope to never see you again. - Cendi

I remember that while I was writing the letter I felt tear drip down my face. that day I went into my room and destroyed everything I was done with one direction. I guess it is true if one ruins everything everyone else gets a punishment. when I finished writing the letter I went strait to my room tore all the poster threw the CDs on the floor threw everything of the counter and. burned every single thing that would remind me of him.

Now I'm in New York City, living the life. I loved New York now, I live the big city. I always thought living in the city is always the best. I'm living in my own apartment, I can do what ever I please.

I no longer depend on my parents, now I'm on my own in the real world.

I snuggle in my bed. Covering my whole body, head to toe. I feel my eyes start to lightly close.

I hear " I figured it out. I figured it out from black and white. seconds in hours." indicating someone is calling me.

I look at the time.

830 pm ugh what now

I see the caller ID.

Anthony. My 1 year long boyfriend.

I slide my finger the ought the screen answering the call.

"Hello."

"Hey babe how you doing?"

"I'm fine, I was about to go to bed." I let out a small yawn.

"Oh,"hear him sigh.

"So what did you call for babe?" I said not trying to sound rude.

"Yeah. I was wondering if you would like to go and get a late night snack at Starbucks?"

"Um sure. just give me a couple of minute to get ready."

"Alright see you in a bit babe."

I put my iPhone back on the counter.

I walked over to my closet. I decided to wear some yoga pants and a plain white v neck.

I wasn't going anywhere fancy so why should I get all dolled up.

I heard a car beep in the front of the apartment, later followed by a phone call, it was Anthony.

I despised not to answer and just go down stairs.

He was waiting outside the car.

" Hey babe." he said before giving me a light kiss on my lips.

He walked over the passengers car and opened me the door.

I hoped inside and bucked up.

Once he was inside. I turned the radio on. Only to hear " Half a heart."

"So your friends been telling me you've been sleeping with my sweater, and that you can't stop missing me. but my friends been telling you I'm not doing much better." I could feel my eyes water. I feel like this song belongs to me and harry. throughout the years that have passed, I have been getting messages from my friends and the lads.

I only respond to my friends telling them how much I missed harry throughout the years.

I haven't told Anthony about Harry and I don't plan to either.

I decide to suck it up and pretend like nothing is happening. before I notice we have arrives at Starbucks.

We enter Starbucks to only find one person sitting all the way at the end of the store.

We carry on and take our order. all I wanted was a small iced coffee.

Me and Anthony sit on the opposite side of the room. but I couldn't help but notice the person I the other side look familiar.

I ignored it and started talking to Anthony.

We where in Starbucks for around an hour. We where standing up, only for that person to say my name.

"Cendi?"

I knew that sound some where. Shit.

I turned around and my eyes were wide open.

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