I forgot what it was like to love someone in the purest state. The state where all you want is for their beautiful smile be plastered on their face forever. And for the days where it was taken down for repair, you could somehow help make a makeshift one that could take the place of it for awhile.
When you love someone in the purest state- you cant keep your hands off them. Or your mind. Or your eyes.
Because when you love someone in the purest state all you want is your body to touch their's. Because you want their bare skin touching your's in an intimate way. Not even always sexually. Just purely two life forms transferring body heat, knowing that one cared as much as the other. Intimate over how meaningful it was to one another.
Because when you love in the purest state, you can't keep your mind off of them. And how they make you feel and act. And how when you're around them you second hand smoke their emotions. Because when their upset, you feel your heart break into as many pieces as they say their's is. And more. Because you love them beyond belief and no one should feel so much pain alone.
Because when you love in the purest form you want to memorize their every look. You want to know how to categorize each facial expression. You want to know how to read them backwards and forwards. It's intoxicating to see their smile so big that it makes you want to remember them, that smile, that moment, for as long as possible.
