ღ My Last Gift ღ Kim Namjoon

For You

You stood there silently, waiting for the next bus that you had missed. You stared at the puddle in front of you, your mind still playing about the incident earlier.

Well, it's not that you never seen someone who is just like you. Living overseas with full of hope, maybe wanting to achieve goals...but by taking a look at your condition right now, you're not happy. You started to question yourself, why did you come here in the first place? Why do you choose this place? What matter that leads you to choose this path?

For what you believe, you don't really know.

The sound of your ringtone woke you up from your deepest thoughts, you took it out from your pocket then slide it to answer the call.

"Yes, mom?," you spoke as soon as you put the phone near your ear.

"Da Mi...I'm sorry...I'm so sorry...,"

You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion, what does she mean?

"What? Mom, are you okay?,"

"My child, I'm sorry...The-the money that you gave me...," she stopped in her words, making your heart beats faster. You started to thing negative thoughts...no...she won't....

Let's just be positive.

"Why? Have you bank it in into our savings? What's wrong?,"

"Well...I was about to do that..but you know, about the investment that I told you that day...,"

"Mom! What did you do?! Don't tell me...y-you didn't right? Please tell me you didn't do it!," you shouted.

"I'm sorry...," Mom said on the other line. "I'm really sorry, Da Mi...." she continued.

She must had invested in that stupid company again, out of all the people why is it mom?!

"Okay..you invested. All right. Let's just be positive and pray so that anything bad wouldn't happen...or...,"

"Well I thought that it would be fine..but the-the company.....they had problems maybe, i don't know ...and now they are announcing that someone ran away with all of our money..,"

"That is our freaking life savings! You didn't invest it all do you?!,"

"I don't have anything to say...it's just..I'm sorry..,"

So it's true. That your money is gone. Just like that.

"Saying sorry won't fix any of these problems mom! What you have done is just--...," you stopped, you shouted in anger afterwards.

You feel like throwing your phone, but that's the only thing that has value, or punching any object in front of you..but you couldn't express your anger that way, because it's just wrong..everything is wrong.

Right from the start.

You shouldn't have move here, you shouldn't have brought your mom with you. But you can't leave her...you had no options.

"Let's just cut our ties. I don't know you anymore," 

"Da Mi..I--...." The line goes dead as you pressed it off. You couldn't believe what just happened...how are you going to live now? 

"Ah, fuck it." 

The cold air woke you up, this is reality.

"I should just forget about my dream," you said with a scoff.

"No, you shouldn't..," a voice said from behind you.

"Hey, I'm not in the mood, just fuck off will you?," you said without taking a glance at the person behind you.

"Ahh~wrong timing i guess...well I kinda want some drink so I thought of you. You owe me anyways,"

"Do I fuc-- kno..you.......wait a minute...are you..," you closed your mouth as you remembered the incident earlier.

"Kim Namjoon, nice to meet you." he said with a smirk.

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