survive

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Till now, I have only heard of cold hearted people.Today I saw one.Never knew that someone can be so selfish or maybe egoistic.He is....just someone that I can't describe.
The night ,was still young but seemed dead to me.My head had a big ache which was getting worse by each ticking second .
Can my brain explode??
Still looking towards the almost empty field I can't decide what I was feeling .betrayal?no ,disappointed ?a little I think, shocked ?not much, irritated?yeah .Well iritation is  something that has not left my side from the past ten days .
But then also, why do I want to tackle Cole to the ground right now so ,so badly ,abuse him ,shout at him and the most suprising part , this all is not in my character. Shouting yes ,I do it a lot but abusing no,a big fat no .

Cole's smug face was as clear as day in front of my eyes till now .And more clear was my stupidness that someone like Cole -THE COLE could feel bad for his actions and once in a while would like to do something good .Well maybe in some other world ,for someone who means atleast something to him.

I came to my senses on hearing the clunk sound of the car door .Wow I was so absorbed in my thoughts that I didn't realize that we have reached the car .

Thinking of the party makes me want to scratch my hair.This day can't get worse .First the talk with ...uhhh...taking his name ,my headache increase .The deal ,the excitement for the game ,the selfish game ,and now the party .Suddenly I have become so busy .
And so cranky
Wow it feels like a week.
Right now the thing,the damn stubborn thing that is eating me is the party.But yeah I know I will survive.
"Hey are you ok?"john asked
"Yeah.."
"You don't look so "Niall enquired looking directly towards me
"Just a little disappointed "Truth was that I can't explain to them what I am feeling .Somethings are better mum .Remember silence is gold.

The car came to a stop and the house in front of me .I held to the black handle of the car for a second closed my eyes ,too a deep breath as if it is some therapy to cure my headache and making me survive the party .

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